Always and Forever

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(Y/N's P.O.V.)

"Always and Forever..." that was Shawn and I's thing. You know kind of like the Fault in Our Stars's "Okay? Okay." We wouldn't say it all the time because we didn't want to take it for granted. The first time we said it to each other was before he left for Magcon. We were at the airport and they were about to call his flight.

*Airport Leaving for Magcon*

I was standing next to Aaliyah a.k.a Little Muffin. That was Shawn and I's knickname for her. Aaliyah and I are best friends we're like sisters. She didn't know I was dating Shawn and at the time if she found out she'd probably freak! While we were waiting for our turn Shawn was saying his goodbyes to his parents. His mom was telling him to be safe and kept reminding him how much she loved him. His dad just said "Love you, Son" and Shawn replied with "Love You Too, Dad" Then it next was Aaliyah...
Shawn hugged her for a really long time while telling her repeatedly "I love you so much Little Muffin." He really did love her and was going to really miss her. She had started to cry and my heart just ached for her. It really did hurt to see her like that she doesn't cry unless she's really saddened by something. I promised Shawn I wouldn't cry but seeing Aaliyah like this was the worst and it was getting harder by the minute. I was dreading my turn. I saw Shawn start to tear up but then stop himself and start to walk up to me. We made eye contact and could just see the sadness mixed with happiness and the longing and anxiousness in his eyes. He tried to smile but it didn't work... So I hugged him really tight knowing it would be awhile till I'd be able to hug him again. His hugs were magical it could make anything better. I always felt safe with him not only in the protector kind of way but like I could be myself and It was safe for him to know. I dont know if I could do it without him. He was my rock... We didn't say anything for awhile. I didn't want to break the silence. I just love him so much is all I could think and then it happened I cried thinking that on tour he might find someone else... "I won't find anyone else Baby Girl." Shawn whispers to me so only I can hear. How did he know what I was thinking?? "What?" I ask then realizing that I had said it outloud.*mentally sighs* He looked into my sad brown eyes while I tried not get lost in those gorgeous chocolate brown ones. He replied with," I'll love you, Y/n. So so much my Princess, my Angel, my Baby Girl, my Everything! I will never find anyone like you. So I'm gonna stay for the long haul Y/n, I'm gonna be there for you always I promise." "Always and Forever?" I ask. "Always and Forever." He says. Then he kisses me passionately on the lips as if it was the last time he was gonna kiss me. I almost pushed him away because everyone was right there but when I was about to I put my hands around his neck deepening the kiss. Then we heard his flight being called. So then he hugged everyone and saying goodbye. He hugged me again saying goodbye also but I stopped him and I said, "Muffin it's not Goodbye because Goodbye means Forever, it's See Ya Later!" He smiled and said, "See Ya Later Princess!" He then walks and waves... Mouthing Always and Forever

Man this was good! Sorry about all the feels:/ Hope you liked it anyways!! Remember to vote and comment if you have any requests or suggestions on my writing(;!!!

-Sandu

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