When you think you're failing at life just wait till the Bell rings then you're. Free...
(Y/N's P.O.V )
"Y/n Hello??? Earth to planet Y/n!!!" Shawn said.
Ughh... God Shawn I'm texting the boy of my dreams so shut your face!! I would never say that to his face but let's just think about what would happen if I did.
"Hello Y/n this is Earth we want you to get your Head out of the FREAKIN Clouds so we can have an actual conversation!!" He said interrupting my thoughts.
"Huh What?" "Who are you texting??" "What? No one.." I say trying to act as casual as I can. "You're lying. Give me your phone!" He said. "No." I said defiantly. "Yes." Snatching it from my hand. What the hell Shawn!?! "Haha! I got your phone!!" *eyerolls* "Fine go ahead read it I'm not ashamed of what I put!" I say.
He starts reading it happily then scrolls down then his face shows no emotion.
"Soooo..." I say confused.
"Who's Kyle??" He says with a hint of attitude... Is he jealous Idk??
"Uhm... Well he's sorta a friend he likes me and I like him so we could be more." I really don't know...
"Oh, Okay. I have to go so I'll see you around." Then leaves really fast.
"Uhh Okay??" I said but he was already gone. That was so out of character. Whatevs. Who knows what's going on in that boy's head...
*sometime later on...*
"Y/n are you okay???"Shawn asks sounding worried.
"Idk I really like Kyle but after me opening up more he's been freezing me out... It just hurts because I thought he cared." I say just lost in my emotions...
"He's probably just busy."
Trying to ease my uneasiness. But it didn't.
"Yeah probably!" Trying to sound encouraged but I usually end up sounding sarcastic.
We end up watching a movie but Shawn keeps doing somthing on his phone. Out of nowhere he pauses the movie.
"Why did you pause it!?!?!?" "Y/n's there's something I need to show you." In a serious tone. "Uh... Okay." In a confused tone.
He hands me his phone. Only to see this pic...
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The caption was,"Shortie but a Cutie!!😉😉Love my Baby Girl!!!💕💕"
"Oh..." was all I could say. "I'm sorry Y/n. You okay?" "Yeahh... I'm fine." Standing up so I didn't have to cry in front of Shawn.
"Y/n C'mere." Grabbing my wrist. "I'm fine Shawn!" Trying to get away, but his grip was to tight.
"No. Sit down." Pulling me by my waist onto his lap. I was to lost to fight back. I just wanted to cry. I want to cry soooo bad.
"Then do it." Shawn says.
Pulling me into his chest so I was comfortable. "Okay." I said realizing that I spoke out loud without realizing again.
"It's okay to cry Y/n..." Caressing my head. I felt so safe in his arms. So I just let it out. Balling my eyes out into his already soaked shirt. "Shhh... Shh... Its okay." He said repeatedly. I cried for a good hour. When I finally calmed down I said to Shawn," I'm good now you can go I'll be fine."
"No I'm staying."
"Shawn I'm fine I promise."
"No Y/n I'm staying . I'm going to be here even a when you can't stand me and I can't even stand myself! I'm going to be here whenever you need me. When your sad. Hell Yeah! When your happy! Even better. Because I care Y/n. I care with all of my entire being. There's not a part of my me that doesn't love you. You know what?!? I'm just going to say it! Y/n I Love You!!! I loved you since the day I met you and I'll love you till the day I die! I love you sooooo much, it's Insane!!!" He said with out stopping to breath.
I then realized this boy is my everything and there's No way in hell I'm letting him go. God I love the Canadian. The way he makes me feel... Oh my God!! I Love Shawn Mendes.. Shawn Freaking Mendes!!! You know what makes this even better... He loves me. He loves Me!!! The weirdest person on the planet! He loves me.
"Yes I do."
Kissing me with so much passion.
This is everything. My everything... and I'm Never letting go...
The one time my talking out loud doesn't end up bitting me in the ass...
