Broken (Finished)

Confession

Chapter 11

)) Jade's pov ((

I'm in darkness.... I can't see anything but I can feel someone with me. I try my best to recall what just happened, then I remember Leo. Huh, I'm glad I'm dead.

Now he doesn't have to deal with me.

I can feel rustling around me. This seems familiar.

Wait... Do I just have my eyes closed?

Fuck! I'm not dead! This is great. Why can't I just die?! I stop my mental rant when I hear a voice.

I hear faint whispers by me.

I open my eyes a little and I'm almost blinded by a bright light hanging over me. Fuck.. I'm in a hospital! I look over to where the noise is coming from and I see Leo with his head in his hands, crying quietly.

"Please don't go... Please don't go." He says over and over again. "I need to tell you something, and I can't do it if your not here." He says, head still in his hands. I pretend to be asleep, wanting to hear what he has to say.

"You might not even hear this.. And I'm glad of that, because you most likely would reject me. But, I kind of.. Love you.. I don't know when I started, but I know I have for a long time." He says.

Okay. That was fucking unexpected.

I mean yeah we kissed, but.. He LOVES me!!! Okay wait wait. Didn't the doctors put me on some drugs? I could just be hallucinating and thinking he said what I want him to say.

Wait.

I wanted him to say that...

Just then I get a lot of courage and I sit up and kiss him on the cheek. He looks at me shocked, but soon realizes that I'm okay and starts to smile widely.

But his smile soon fades.

"How much of that did you hear?" He asks, looking at the floor.

"Enough to know that i love you too.." I say, shyly. He instantly looks up, with pure joy on his face. He tries hugging me but since I'm in the bed, it was kind of awkward so he sits back down.

I wanted to hug him though :( ...

I scooted over and patted the bed next to me.

"C'mon... I know you waant too." I say. He smiles and slides into the tiny bed.

He's laying down, facing me, and I just wanted to kiss him. But I'm arguing with myself wether I should do it or not.

My thoughts are broken when he grabs me and kisses me.

Wow.

I was totally caught off guard but I soon kiss back. He pulls away and our foreheads and noses are touching.

'Okay... He's fucking adorable.' I think to myself. I reach up and ruffle his spiky hair and he laughs. "Your really cute you know.." He says, kissing my cheek. "Dido." I whisper.

He slides out of the bed swiftly and sits in the chair. I was about to ask him why, but I was interrupted by a tall man in a lab coat walking In. "You have freakin cat ears." I whisper to him and he chuckles, but soon regains his composure.

"Miss Webb, I'm pretty sure your aware that your cuts were deep enough to kill you, and it would be best for your mind to get from it's depressed state, to a more happy or neutral one." The doctor says.

"So your friend here was given a choice, to either put you in a mental institute."

I look at Leo worried.

He's just looking at the floor.

"Or to keep you here." The doctor finishes.

"Leo?" I look at him. He lifts his head without giving me an answer.

"Wait wait wait!" I say. "Why the hell can't I choose? I mean, you can't just force me to go!" I almost yell at the doctor.

"Because you would just choose the obvious one." He says.

I shrink back a little. "Please.... I'll really try to get better. When I get an urge to cut then ill just do something else to distract me!" I plead.

The doctor is about to say something in protest but I cut him off.

"If I cut another time...." I say, with my head down. "Y-you can t-take me to the institute." I say, lifting my head up.

I look over to Leo again. He has his head in his hands again.

"I guess... That would be fine..." The doctor sighs, defeated. He turns and walks out of the room.

"Leo. Which one did you choose?" I ask.

"Mental institute..." He mumbles. "I wanted you to get better, I hated seeing you in pain." He states, sadly.

"I would have been in more pain if I was in that hell-hole." I say to him.

"I'm sorry... I just care about you." He says, still not looking up. " I know you thought what you were doing what was best for me... But, I can do this myself. I'm still happy you cared about me though.." I mumble.

"When can I get out of here?" I ask him. He lifts his head up and rubs his hand across his face. "I asked them and they said you could get out today if you felt alright." He said.

I squeal and jump out of the bed to go to the bathroom. I hear Leo snicker and I turn around to see what he was laughing at. "What?" I ask.

"Nice ass." He laughs. I look at my butt to see that it was exposed by the hospital gown. "Ugh shut up." I grunt as I walk away, remembering to cover my ass.

I get to the bathroom and see a bag of my clothes. I slip on the asking Alexandria shirt, red skinnies, and my black vans and head out.

"Damn. You look goood." Leo winks at me. "Your not so bad yourself." I smirk.

I start to walk out of the depressing room with Leo at my side. We talk about random things and somehow, my dad comes up.

"So your dad beats you... And my mom beats me... Can't we just be all romantic and run away together?" He asks. "I don't see why not... My dad doesn't give a shit about me." I answer.

"Great.. So where do we go? Do we flee to Canada or something?" I laugh at his suggestion. "How about we go to California? I remember you saying you wanted to go." He says. "But you don't like it there." I answer.

"I do, I realized that Georgia sucks and I would rather be in Cali." He says. "So California?" I ask.

"California." He smiles.

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