Journey (Darshan Raval Fanfic)

Chapter 10

Chapter 10
(Darshan had disconnected the call, not coz he was angry on her but coz he wanted her to take the decision .. sometimes its better to leave the person alone and let him/her decide what has to be done. People usually don't want to leave anyone alone they always want to make others believe that what they think is right . What u think for urself may b right and it can be wrong also , but when u show the courage to face anything then ppl stop saying things!!! We as individuals and as humans are here to live a life for others and when u live ur life properly , and when ur happy frm within u can make others happy too.. and if they are not happy wth ur decision fight for urself cz what they think abt u doesn't actually matter !! statements they make can always change .. like what u think abt urself changes each phase u go through like when u were a kid u never knew what maturity was!! At that tym u always believed ur d best kid !! n now also be the best human not fr others bt fr urself)
(Kashish decided to meet the guy her dad choose)
K's dad- beta are u happy wth this ?
K- dad u said u choose the best for me , from the day i m born .. u have always got the best fr me.. u did ur best fr me .. so now .. even now i look upto u dad... (she lightly smiled and went into her room and her dad was a bit tensed)
(At evry point of life people sacrifice not cz they cant fight , its coz they don't want to spoil relations)
(And spoiling the best relation was a thing Kash couldn't do)
CHINMAY ROY (SOFTWARE ENGINEER )
(Age- 24)
(The boy her father choose unfortunately happens to be Darshan's friend but they had a fight few years back so now they both were not in contact and as chinmay's dad knew Kash's dad from a long tym he managed to please her dad)
( Jan 27 2019)
(Kashish and darshan dint talk to eachother after that and now chinmay and his family come to Kash's house to see her)
(After welcoming them n having tea chinmay and kash were left alone for sometym so that they could talk)
C- So u have ur boutique in Mumbai..
K- Ummm yes..
C- Do u wanna say something??
K- can i ask u something??
C- Yes..
K- Have u ever fallen in love??
C- Wo... ummm yeah i have..
K- why u choose to leave her n get ready fr this??
C- Life is an experience and i have had the worst experience wth her..!!
K- so what if u have d worst experience wth me ??
C- I just donno.. life goes on ...
K- Have u tried to make things better wth her ever??
C- nohhh.. i choose to move on !! i cant keep dragging myself like that!!! Listen to whatever she says n just keep quiet!!
K- Why .. was she different when u loved her.. met her fr d first tym?
C- why are u asking me all this !! i have moved on ... i guess u haven't!!
K- fr that i need to have a reason to brk up.. to leave that bond behind !! and just few days back i got one!! My dad has always chosen the best fr me n he has always done the best so .....
C- what?? I mean u left him just like that?? U dint have any problem wth him??
K- no i dint!! My dad had.. my family thinks he s a celebrity n ...
C-celebrity?? Whats his name??
K- Darshan ... Darshan Raval!! Now that doesn't...
C- wait... u left him?? Why !!! he was my best buddy yaar!!
K- was???
C- u aren't shocked that i knw him?? Ur shocked cz i said was?? U knw Kashish... i wudnt marry u ever fr this!! Cz u cant get a better guy than him!! We had a fight where i knew i was wrong still he said sorry n just moved ... i still wish i could atleast once tell him , buddy i have never had a frnd like u!!! N thanks to God that i got to meet his better half!!
K- u knw what ur saying?? Our parents!!
C- See Kash i cant hurt him once again !! infact i wish i wudnt have hurt him tht day !! but its k.. God has given me a chance to do this thing , just fr him!!
K- And what abt ur ..
C- Hahah . marriages are made in heaven !! we just choose n make a relation beautiful!! I cant get tht girl back in my l;ife cz now she is happily married !! and that tyum i wsnt at fault.. i just fell fr her... fr whatever she faked!! But God gives it back isn't it? So my journey of being single just goes on till i don't find my lady!
K- I don't knw why dad thinks ki Darshan is not right
C- See kashish .. i don't knw what ur dad knws abt Darshan but fr now.. he s gonna hate me too much !! more than darshan!! And tomorrow is my birthday so i m inviting u fr my birthday party at 7 in the eve CCD ! Be there ok!! And don't stop urself from expressing!! Things get better when u express , d best thing in u ..
K- Thanku par..
C- U just dnt express now, just b quiet!!
(their family enter's the hall)
C- Dad she is already engaged !!! How can i even marry her!!!
C's Dad- Ha w Galati...
C- What Galati dad?? If mujhe pehle pata hota toh iska mu dekhne bhi nahi aata!!!
K's dad- hw can u even say that abt my daughter!!! Jisse pehle ki dhakke marke nikalu .. izzat se aaye the plz, izzat se jaiye!!
C- ha ha!! Ab ak pal bhi nahi rukhna!! Chaliye dad!!!
C's dad- Jiwo.. maaf kijiye.. ( they leave)
K's dad- I am srry beta.. main..
K- Dad ... its k.. i dnt want a marriage fr now.. i just need my time... just few more years.. plz dad.. aap ye sab mat karo... just dnt wrry.. i knw u are tensed fr me!
K's dad- I am srry beta maine bas apne bareme socha.. tujpar kya biti hogi maine socha hi nahi.. i m srry..
K- Dad its ok... just dnt blame urself ... we never knw what life is ... we have to experience it!! I just told him the truth
K's dad- W oak cheez handle nahi kar sakta , shaadi kya handle karega.. shit!!
K- dad.. plz , dnt wrry i knw u ll decide the best fr me dad.. but fr now i want to live my individual life... dnt want to think abt all this dad plz...
K's Dad- theek hai.. u just rest.. a lot has happened in just few days!!
K- Yea dad..
(A moment when someone u dint know!! Just came into ur life !! was a stranger and just did something which even people who knw u cannot do!! This moment can never be described . And if it has to be described its full of questions!! Like why?? Why did he do that? Whats d reason!! Isn't it?)
(Kashish calls Darshan)
(she locks her room)
D- Aaj yaad aai meri?
K- Tumhe bhul nahi sakti darsh ye tum jaante ho!!
D- To aaj express karne ka mann kiya?
K- Haa aaj jo hua uske baad kabhi tumse alag hone ka soch nahi sakti main!!
D- aisa kya hua?
K- Hum sochte hai ki humare life me problems isiliye aate taaki humare aankhen khole and realize kare n uss hisaab se use face kare!! Par actually problems isiliye hote taki hum use face karke aur bhi strong ho jaye.. problems to har jagah hone hi wali hai... everywhere then why not b wth u n face it!!
D- Aisa kya hua kit um aise soch rahi ho?
K- mujhe ak ladka dekhne aaya tha aaj..
D- Wow was he handsome?
K- Tumhara dost hai wo darsh!
D- Kya?
K- Haan Chinmay Roy..
D- Fir ? did he say anything..
K- He just said that , u r d best frnd ever..
D- Hahah.. i know that!!
K- Darsh tumhe thodi der k liye bhi bura nahi laga ! i mean..
D- main tumhe kabhi haasil nahi karna chahta .. tumhari apni marzi se tum mere saath raho aur main tumhare saath!!!
K- Par yaha humara saath dene wala koi nai!!
D- Bhagwaan hain na!!
K- Darsh.. Mujhe acha nahi lag raha..
D- Tumhari life hai!! Tumhari soch hai.. tumhara mann hai!! Tumhara decision hai.. udaas rehna hai raho !! darna hai daro !!! khush rehna hai raho its ur choice !! jo tum choose karogi uske hissaaab se face karogi!!!
If u choose to b happy n live and face things waise hi hoga !! if u choose to be sad and fear of things waise hi hoga!!
And main toh waise hi khush hu!!! Coz i m in love na!!
(Kashish smiles)
D- Acha toh ab silently smile karna band karo!! Kal Chinu ka birthday hai!! And main waha aa raha hu ... use surprise karne !!
K- ohh ha.. usne mujhe bulaya hai kal 7 baje!!
D- haha wo nahi sudhrega!! He knows me!! Acha kash.. Kal milta hu.. n keep smiling okay.. cz i cant see u sad!! Aur hain toh humare hi papa mumma na... mana lenge!! Ok!!
K- I love u darsh..
D- umm.. i know that!!
(silence fr sometym .. kashish looks at her ring.. n darshan smiles n then disconnects the call)
K's Pov
Darshan kaise jaan leta hai sab kuch... i don't understand!! But he never makes me feel incomplete!! I feel so damn special wth him!! I don't need his voice to make me feel that i m in love , i don't need his touch to prove that he sends shivers in me !! i just love d feeling cz it just remains in me!! Never leaves me ... Its so true that if u want urself to get carried away wth the storm then u just get carried away, but if u dnt want to then stick to being positive, believe that nothing in this whole world can change u!! It changes u only when u allow it to!! Otherwise it doesn't!!
(she just smiled and made a cup of coffee and went to her gallery)
This world is beautiful if u look at it like that !!
What u think matters
It always matters !!!
So think positive , and spread positive vibes!!