Journey (Darshan Raval Fanfic)

Chapter 24

(The next day , Chinmay had gone to Kashish's room and it was been occupied by someone else.. He goes to Darshan's room)
(Darshan opens the door, but he was pushed by darshan and Chinmay gets in)
C: Are ak dusre se dur reh nahi sakte toh aise natak karna hi kyu hai na !!! Kyu Kash...shh ! What??
(Darshana wakes up)
Darshana : What the hell yaar itni achi neend lagi thi , kaun hai ye subah subah !! Dudh wala bhi itna nahi chhillata (reality hits) Ohh shit !! (Stumbles, gets off the bed ) m ... m sorry!
C: Ye kya hai??? I mean ye kaun hai ?? And where is Kash??? Darshan!! (Looks at him)
D: Wo apne room me hogi na .. Dekh bhai I ll tell everything later plz.
C: For your kind info darshan wo room me nahi hai! Okay what ever just sort it . I ll check where Kashish is .. (Chinmay leaves the room)
C: Ye kya kar raha hai darshan!
(Chinmay leaves , trying to make a call to Kashish)

(Darshan's Room)
Darshana: This is going to be awkward Darshan! Arent we hurting alot of people ?
Darshan: I dont think that way , It ll hurt people more if I dont say the truth. I have accepted the fact that I am feeling something towards you .
Darshana: Haha kal kisi aur se ye feeling aai toh?
Darshan: Mazak nahi kar raha hu main !
Darshana: Oops! Mujhe aadat hogayi hai! Pata hai Darshan main ak oldage home me kaam karti hu as a caretaker . Its a hospital/oldagehome for people with mental disorders . These scars are because of the patients and I dint want to lie to you but aisa pehli baar hua ki koi meri care kar raha tha. I dint want to lie to you but I wanted to feel those emotions.
Darshan: Wajah jo bhi ho aage se jhut mat bolna kabhi , ak jhut ko chupane ke liye 100 aur jhut bolne padte hai .. Fir sach aur jhut me koi farak nahi hoga cz ithne me tum ye maam jaoge ki tumhara jhut hi sach h.
Darshana: Tum kuch zyda hi serious hote ho! Humko toh 100 jhut bolna padta hai , kabhi kabar kisiki biei ka acting karna padta hai toh kabhi ye sab sehna padta hai . Darshan waise tum itne serious ho rahe ho toh ak baat keh hi deti hu .. Har insaan ki apni ak choice hoti hai , kabhi kabhi waqt hi aisa hota hai ki jhut ka sahara lena padta hai .. Har koi jhut bolta hai infact koi bohot serious situations create karne ke liye bolta hai koi usse bachne ke liye bolta hai. Aur agar meri jhut ki baat hai toh .. Jo peace aaj tak main mehsus nahi kar paayi thi wo main mehsus kar rahi thi darshan.. Tumhare saath aur baat ye nahi hai ki main tumse jhut bolke sympathy paana chahti thi.. aise mujhe laga bhi nahi.. Jaise tumhe alag mehsus ho raha tha mujhe bhi horaha hai .. tumhe tumhare sawalon ke jawab aur mujhe sukoon mil raha h .. kuch hi pal me itna kabhi mehsus nahi kiya kabhi.. waqt hi nahi tha .. Jo waqt itni tezi se bhaag raha tha wo abhi kahi dheeme .. halki hawaaon ki tarah ak mehek de ke jaarahi h..
(Their eyes meet)

(There was passion in their connection , something which felt like it was meant to be )

Darshan: (blushing) Toh that means it wasnt only me! It seems alot beautiful when you expressed it in such a way that I ..
Darshana: God you look red!
Darshan: Red? (Touches his cheek) Nai toh ... wo bas aise hi ..
Darshana : I want to know you more Darshan. Par abhi mujhe jana padega...
(Getting closer to her , whispers into her ear)
Darshan: Nahi jaane du toh?
(Darshana bites her lips)
Darshana: Hattoooo!!! (Tries to push him but fails)
(Darshan holds her by her waist , tightening his grip on her tiny waist)
Darshan: Mujhse jhut bolne ki saza toh tumhe milni chahiye na ! (Getting closer to her face)
Darshana: Kya kar rahe ho??? Ithna deaperate kaun hota hai? Uske sath bhi aise hi the kya???
(Darshan left her suddenly) I dint.. dars.. (Darshan suddenly leaves the room)
Darshana: Ohhh shit.. Shit Darshana kya hai ye (hits her lips ) Aise kaun kehta hai !! Ahhhh
(Darshan forgets his wallet and phone)
(She takes the money out of his wallet and leaves a note on the table)

Darshan,
               Rishton ki ehmiyat kya hai ye main nahi jaanti.. Haan thoda bachpana hai ! Jab kisike saath apna saa lagne lagta hai wo meri zindagi se yuhi chale jaate hai.. Main nahi jaanti ki hum iss waqt kya hai ak dusre ke liye . Lekin I am sorry mujhe aise nahi kehna chahiye tha . Fir milenge hum agar milna naseeb mein hoga toh..

                  ~ Darshana

(She leaves a note without any details)
Darshana - Ab dekhte hai ki ye naseeb me hai ya ye ak haseen khwaab hai jo subah tut jayegi !

(She leaves)
(Darshan returns after a while with breakfast and finds the note)
Darshan- Darshana !!! Shit!!! Ab main kaha dhundunga iseeee !!! Ahhhh Damnit!!
Tbc