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monday
sunny
so. damn. funny.
it wasn't right
as if you were here
to destroy my plans
of leaving you alone
namjoon wasn't happy
when you came up
asking for my time
so did i, as he left
i gave you two years
and decided i'd stop
i gave up two years
wasted; hurt; unloved
enough.
i knew it
that all is about her
and i'm mad at myself
for not being a better friend
i wanted to leave
but you held my hand
stopping me weakly
that's when i realized
maybe you needed help
maybe you needed care
maybe you needed trust
if a friend is all you need;
being a friend is all i can give,
let's not end it here
tell me why
why is your wrist bleeding?
YOU ARE READING
ALT; °BTS
Fanfiction// completed // "if i was given an alternate choice, maybe it will still be you." { in short stanzas } highest: #27 in short story lowercase intended
