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monday
sunnyso. damn. funny.
it wasn't right
as if you were here
to destroy my plans
of leaving you alonenamjoon wasn't happy
when you came up
asking for my time
so did i, as he lefti gave you two years
and decided i'd stop
i gave up two years
wasted; hurt; unlovedenough.
i knew it
that all is about herand i'm mad at myself
for not being a better friendi wanted to leave
but you held my hand
stopping me weaklythat's when i realized
maybe you needed help
maybe you needed care
maybe you needed trustif a friend is all you need;
being a friend is all i can give,
let's not end it heretell me why
why is your wrist bleeding?
YOU ARE READING
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Fanfiction// completed // "if i was given an alternate choice, maybe it will still be you." { in short stanzas } highest: #27 in short story lowercase intended