His regretted reject

chapter 7

Alex POV

So comfy I love this couch, it's my favourite place to just relax. I've been spending a lot of time here ever since that day ...

He is all that's on my mind and can't stop thinking about him but what confuses me the most is the fact that I am not gay. Why? Why would the goddess do this to me? Why didn't she give me a mate that I could love from the first sight, one that could give children, a perfect FEMALE mate?

"Hey Alex, what's wrong honey?" I look up and see my mom at the door to my room. If don't know if I should tell her what I have done. She will be so disappointed in me but I what I did I had to do I had no choice. I can't spend my life with mother man, no kids, no future alpha for my pack.

She would understand. Right?

"Mom, I need to tell you something." I say barely even a whisper. She looks at me confused "yea, of course sweetie"

I looked at her in the eyes "mom I have found my mate "I say. Her eyes light up with joy and the guilt hits me like ton of bricks. "Then why are you so upset. You should happy and we should be getting ready to meet her?"

"Mom please don't be angry." I say her face drops in confusion. "Alex, what did you do?" my mother asks

" I might have rejected my mate " I say below a whisper " sweetie. Speak up I can't hear what the hell you are saying " she says a lil frustrated

"Imighthaverejectedmymate" i say super fast trying to get it out as fast as possible "boy. I'm gonna smack you. Speak proper " she says threatening me . I take a deep breath " ok ..... I might have rejected my mate " I say hesitantly

My mother's face shows no emotion just it looks like she is trying to process what I just said

"Mom are yo-" my face was burning from he slap which I'm sure is gonna leave a bruise

"Boy I know u did not just say that cause Lord knows if I heard correctly im about to give you the ass beating of your life time worse than when u broke my mothers vase " she say with a sassy tone . I'm sure my face has gone pale. Cause I'm sure my ass took about 2 months to recover from that beating

"mom I'm sorry but listen to why I did it first " I say as she lifts her hand ready to beat me " this excuse better be some amazing one "say says with her face red from anger

"My mate was a guy ..." I say . She just looks at me as if she was waiting for me to say more

"What's your point Alex ? Are telling me that you rejected you mate cause he's a guy ? Mhm ? " She say beyond furious "KEVIN !! " My mother shouts

My father comes rushing into my room " Katharine are you ok ?" He asks worried "no I'm not I'm about to make sure we have an only child cause this one it's about to get his ass handed to him "

My father looks at me "what did you do ?"he asks . I look at him "I rejected my mate cause he was a guy ". My father's eye sank and held nothing but disappointment

"Son why did you do that ?" He asks "dad I did it because I'm not gay , I won't be able to have an heir and I don't know I was scared you would not accept it ." I say ashamed

"Alex your mother and I would still love you no matter what and having an heir is not a problem your brother can have one. And in any case the moon goddess would never place you with a mate if she didn't have a plan . I don't understand why u care if you are gay because we all know that you mate was made perfectly for you and. Clearly the moon goddess is trying to tell you something?" He says

The guilt of what I have done hits me and my heart sinks . All my reasons for rejection g him are not even valid. except that fact that I'm not gay .

"But dad I'm not gay IV never looked any man in that way I always been into girls" I sob out

"Alex that doesn't matter ,gay or not your mate is who you are ment to be with ." My mother says a lil harsh clearly upset with the situation

After a pause she say " do you know how much pain you have caused your mate ? The pain of rejection is the worst thing for any wolf . I would not even with such a pain on my worst of enemies "

Another wave of guilt hits me and it's me hard . I burst out in tears .

Maybe I should just try .....

A/N. Hey pplz sorry I haven't updated in a while been busy with studies ect -_-. Hopefully I will be able to get back into it again

Dedicated to Always_treasured. :p