His regretted reject

Chapter 8

Jakes P.o.v.

Beep. Beep . Beep .
Omw what is that sound I can't even deal ! I'm going to loose my mind . I force my eyes open yet the fight to stay closed . You will open ! I fight and slowly a bright light hits me.  Like what the hell where am I that it's so bright ? Maybe I'm dead ?

I hope I'm not dead cause then I will never see Alex again not that he would want to see me tho.

The pain. I can feel it. He will never want me but that's ok because as long as he is happy then I am happy . I think should leave town stay out of his life. Try and move on so that he can love and love with someone of his own choosing .

But where. Where would I go?j can go to my aunt she lives in the UK I think I will do that .

As I lay there in the what I am assuming to be hospital. I look around and see my mother asleep on a couch next to me . How did I not notice her .

"Mom Hey mom "I say trying to wake her. But nothing. I look around and see a small pack of tissues .j throw the tissues and hit her square in the face and .......nothing. Damn this lad can sleep. I look around again and see a cup next to a pitcher of water and I throw the cup at her and she shoots up looking around

"Oh my baby " she rushes to me "are u ok?" She asks as she squeezes the life out of me "mom I'm fine but we need to talk " her face drains of all color "y-ess" She stutters knowing what's coming "mom I know I was rejected and it still hurts. So I've decided to move away."I say confident cause there is nothing she can do to stop me "No.   " she says

"mom, listen    there is nothing left for me here and the longer i stay here the more pain i will be in" i reply  . I can see the years well up in her eyes as she fight them away not wanting to show her pain.

Then she stops and looks at me seriously "if i Cant stop u then im going with you i Cant expectng my baby boy to survive out there all alone with no one"  she says looking at me directly in the eys with a gaze that has pierced my heart

"no mom u are needed here and i must do this alone i Cant have u always there to protect me i must learn to be strong and be able fight for myself"  as i say this she start to shame her head "no you are still my baby and nothing can take that away from me.   I will be here to be with u and protect u till the day i die"  i relaise that my mother is as i am

"mom i love u and there is nothing in this world tgat will make me doubt the fact that i know u will always be there for me when i need you but right now k need you to understand that i must do this alone" 

I look at her and start to cry. She drives in and hugs me.  The force of her hug makes me think that she will never let me go

"ok...." she wispers "ok ill let you go alone  but u have to promise me that you will speak to me at least once a week so that i know u are always safe."  i smile and nod at her  

As if just on time to kill the moment Role pushes through the door and her eyes light up as she see's me and run over towards me bracing me in a hug tiger than what my mother gave me    i now feel as if we are to become one by how hard she compressed me  i peek over her should and see her brother standing at the door with a worried look on his face

"im so happy you are awake i have missed you so much you wont believe its been so quiet no one to talk to properly iv been suck in that chair over there waiting for your dumbass to wake up " she says pointing at a uncomfortable looking chair

"hey dont blame me for that nobody told you to be here"i say   as soon as the words left my mouth i feel Roses  handsome smack me in the head

"listen here boy anint nobody need to tell me where i do what. Esspcially when my best friend is hurt.      Got that" she point her finger at me serious as she gets

After applogizing and alot of rubbish my head i decided its time i tell them that i will be leaving

"..... So iv spoken to my mom and i have decided that i will be leaving and going somewhere else "  i say to Rose and Rider 

Roses face goes bright red with anger "what the fuck do u mean leave!!!!   Where you gonna go?  Who you gonna stay with?    With what money you gonna do this?     Did u even think this through" Rose shouts at me

I hit a blankie in my head   and the only word that come out is "no" 

"ok let me tell you.   I Cant believe your mom os ok with this but anyways. You have two opnions one i tie  your ass to me and u dont go anymore or where ever you go i and if Rider wants to Goes with!" Rose says sternly

"listen Ros..."  i get cut off "did i say u get more that 2 choice i think my. Best make up ur mind real quick boy which one will it be!?" she says

I Cant stay here no matter what so im only left with once choice to take her with    i sigh 

"what the fuck u sighing for?  huh?" Rose asks agressivly

"cause i know you wont take no for an answer.  So im still gonna leave and you can come with i guess" i say under mh breath

Se doesnt look happy about the answer bt she accept none the lets

' so when do we leave?' Rider signs from the back.of the room and i look at my mom and Rose. Rose looks back at me " tomorow the day the doctor lets this man leave the hospital" she says

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Sorry it took so long 😅