A Wolfstar Alphabet

7. Gayness

I'm gay. Scratch that, I'm very gay. Gay for Remus Lupin. And he is probably as straight as a pencil.

I've been in love in with Remus Lupin for a long time. Since third year to be exact. This is our last year at Hogwarts, and I'm planning on coming out this year. But how? I don't know. I was planning a giant rainbow cake and rainbow confetti, but that might be a tad bit too much.

Pondering how exactly I'll come out, I happen to bump into the hottest boy to ever live, Remus Lupin. Goddamn his hair, his smile, his personality. Why does he have to unleash my gayness everytime I see him.

After class I decide that I'll tell James first, since he's my best mate and I know he's not homophobic.

"Oi, James come here for a sec," I holler at James from across the hallway. He hears me and walks over, leaving Peter walking alone.

"What is it?" He asks. I should have thought this through more, because now I'm extremely nervous. I thought this would be easy.

"Well the thing is, you see, I," I start fumbling with my words. I'm a godamn Gryffindor, where is my courage?

"Spit it out already!" James said.

"I, er, I'm gay, and I'm in love with Remus," I said awkwardly. James burst out laughing. What a jerk.

"Sirius, Remus is gay and in love with you too! Go tell him how you feel," James said after he stopped laughing. Really? Well okay then, gotta blast.

"Okay, bye!" I say as I start looking for Remus. I find him on the astronomy tower. I immediately notice his tears.

"Moony, why have you been crying?" I ask sitting down next to him.

"Sirius, I'm in love with you. And I know you'll never love me back but-" Remus starts to say, tears sliding down his face. I cut him off my placing my lips against his.

"I love you too Remus," I say as we break away. He smiles and hugs me.

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We end up dating. We sometimes even kiss infront of certain people to annoy them. Everything is fine, espiecally when we cuddle up infront of the fireplace every night.