I Thought I Could Trust You (A Jahvie Love Story)

Should I Go Back (Chapter Five)

*Dahvie's POV*




Should I really have left?




I thought quietly to myself.




I've been at this little unknown nature reserve thingy for about a day and a half.




Jayy probably doesn't even care that I left .. I wish he just would love me like I love him.




Nobody's really ever known my love for Jayy, I try to hide it as best as possible .. Im always scared Jayy would reject me if I did tell him how I truly felt.




Im nowhere near good enough for Jayy, he's far too perfect. I've thought he might like me before. I thought maybe he was giving me little signs. But it was probably just my imagination.




But who would blame me for fantasizing ? He's PERFECT.




I wish we had a deep, strong, and passionate love.




And I could be his servant.




And he would be my master.




And he would punish me by ramming his --




Gawddammit Dahvie >.>




I can't help but to fantasize.. Uhf, to feel him inside --




I gotta do something get my mind off Jayy .. It'd look pretty weird for me to have a huge throbbing boner in the middle of the woods with no one around. And if someone were to find me, what would I say? "Oh um .. Hi Im Dahvie and I have a big throbbing boner in the middle of the woods because of uh .. I want that tree's dick over there." No, I gotta go walk or something.




~1 Hour Later~




I've been walking for a while now .. I have no idea where the fuck Im going .. I just want Jayy, I wanna go home, I wanna tell him the truth. Rejected or not .. I gotta tell him. I may have a chance. Uhf, I dunno what to do, if I leave now, is Jayy still gonna treat me like shit? Has it been to short of a time for Jayy to learn his lesso-




My thoughts seemed to fade as I heard my phone ring. How the hell do I have reception out here o.e Eh I'll just answer and see who it is.




IT'S MY JAYY BEAR




I GOTTA ANSWER IT.




As I tried to answer .. My phone went dead.




"ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME ?!" I cursed at the empty sky.




This is just great .. I have nothing packed .. I have no idea where Im at .. It's 40 degrees and guess what? Now I don't have a fucking phone, good one Dahvie >.> you've really fucked yourself this time.




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A/N : Hello my sexy ass unicorns!! Did you think I left and wasn't going to update? Nope, that'll never happen, I've just been at school the past couple days >.> I hate school ugh. Anyway, Vote Comment And Fan. And I'll update as soon as I get some ^-^ bye bye sexy ass unicorns