When I got back from Austin I felt less worthy for people.
I was told to do everything.
"Get all the trash."
"Get our bags."
"Go back out and clean the car."
This was all at 1a.m. and I was so tired.
Finally once I went to sleep I was woken up at 7a.m. by my brother and dad because they have no respect for my rest.
It happens everyday.
I am woken up at like 6am on the weekends and 5am on weekdays.
It sucks.
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Honestly though I couldn't let go of hecticmuke it was to hard.
So I have advice for you.
If you ever feel something a spark with someone don't deny it don't push it away. BecAuse it's real and that's the person you want to be with.
