Lovin The Thug

No choice

Imani POV

I just sat there starring at Ray in terror. I couldn't believe he was here right now , I thought I got away from him.

Me- what are you doing here ? I thought I got away from you

Ray- baby , nobody gets away from Ray

He moved closer to me , and I backed away

Me- Ray just get over me ok

Ray- oh I wish I could , but I can't get your beautiful face out my mind , I messed up big

Me- yeah you did , but it's too late to apologize

Ray- ok , fine Imani but I'm not giving up on you , oh tell Cameron I said hey lil man

He walked out and back into the café , I walked out a moment later and walked up to the table

Dev- hey you ready to go

Me- yeah , I'm not feeling well

Dev- alright , lets get you home

I nodded and started towards the exit , I looked behind and saw Ray staring at me smirking , I turned back around and walked to Devon's car

He dropped me off 20mins later , he walked me upstairs to my room and kisses me goodbye , I walk into my room and turned on the lights only to jump

Ray- Does he love you like I do ?

Me- ray why are you her(gco)

Ray- does he touch you like I do ?

He touched me on my hips trailing up and down to my mid-thigh

I was getting turned on until I snapped out of it

Me- no stop it

Ray- does he kiss you like I do ?

He leaned in slowly , slowly kissing me , I was kissing back until I was about to pull away but he pulled me back , slamming me into the wall and started kissing my neck , I let out a low moan

Me- r-ray stooop *moans*

Ray- then stop moaning baby

He picked me up and put me on the bed , and hovered over me looking into my eyes .. That's when I realized something

This nigga tried to kill me .... I pushed him off me and got up quickly and pushes him out my room

Me- Ray stay the fuck away from me

Ray- oh really , you know I don't give up without a fight

Me- get over me , I'm not interested in you anymore

Ray- your gonna fucking love me if it's the last thing I do

He grabbed me by my arms and shook me

Me- get the fuck off me

I pushed him off me , and slapped him in his face

Ray- I'll be back one day, especially for my baby

And that was the lat thing he told me and walked out my house

That night I just laid down and just stared at the ceiling .. now Im stressed out on what I was gonna do , finally I just turned over and fell asleep. 

*Next Day* 

I woke up and cooked me and Cameron some breakfast , and fed Lana

Me- CAM ! COME EAT 

He ran down the stairs , and jumped in his seat and started eatting 

Me- woah baby , slow down , whats the rush ?

Cam- well , I wanted to see Jas 

Me- wait whos Jas ?

Cam- My girlfriend 

Me- awww dont you miss Isabella 

Cam- yes , but she's far away now 

Me- ok how about this , how about one day Me , you and Jas get ice cream ok ?

Cam- *jumps out his seat* Ok !

I laughed , and put Lana in her car seat , and grabbed my car keys and grabbed my phone and wallet.

Me- ok Cammy lets go 

We got in the car , and started to drive off to his school.

*Later On*

After I dropped Cam off at school ,  I went grocery shopping for the house , I put Lana to sleep , then I put the groceries up and took a shower. I called the girls and talked to them over the phone , we was planning for them to come down this weekend. I told them that the can bring the boys with them. I spent the whole day cleaning the house , and relaxing. 

When I went to go get Cam , I had a irry feeling in my stomach. I went to Cam room.

Me- Hey Ms.Woods is Cam here ?

Ms.W- actually no , some man with 2 braids named Ray came and picked him up , he said he was your friend ?

Me- *stutters* Y-yeah thats my friend Ray , thank you 

I walked out the school , and as I just sat down in my car , my phone started to ring. I answered it

Me- hello ?

??- If you want your precious little Cammy , I suggest you meet me at the abandoned warhouse on 32nd Ave. in 3 hours 

I put my head down , and sighed , he will never give up will he ? 

Me- fine , whatever 

I went home and paced around until it was time to go. When I saw it was an hour before i had to meet Ray I just got up and put something on Lana angot my keys , and got in the car and cruised down the road to my mom house. After I dropped her off I drove towards 32nd Ave. 

When I got there I saw Ray's car with him standing right by it , I went up to him not playing no games.

Me- look make this REAL easy , just let me take my damn son , you go back to Atlanta , and we just stay out of each others life ok

Ray- *sighs* alright 

Me- RAY- wait what ? 

Ray- alright , here you go 

He opened the car door , and let Cameron out

Ray- Im sorry for everything I've did to you , I really am

He got in his car and cranked it up and drove off just like that. 

Ray POV 

I know yes I did drive off , honestly I do love Imani , she's all I ever think about , all that shit I did to her was wrong. She had my baby, and I messed up and I probably won't them.

Im done with everything , Life is you want to be specific. I know the boys are probably gonna hate me, I know all my friends aren't gonna talk to me anymore, Imani doesn't love me. I cant go on any longer , All bad ya'll

~Damn