Lovin The Thug

Cried all my tears

Imani POV

I woke up after I cried myself to sleep ... I looked at my phone to see I had 45 missed calls from Ray and 15 messages and 4 voice mails .... I looked at the messages and they read

" Mani I'm sorry "
" Mani please answer me "
"Will I be able to see my daughter "
" I swear if you don't answer me "
" Fine , have a good fucking life , but I'm coming back for my daughter "


I just rolled my eyes and put my phone down ..

I got up as soon as my phone started ringing .. I seen it was Jas

Me- hello

Jas- hey your daughter crying for you

Me- ok I'm on my way ... Let me take a quick shower and then I'll be over

I hung up the phone and got in the shower quickly

I got out the shower and quickly put on some clothes . I grabbed my phone and keys and headed out the door ...

I got in my car and drove over to Jasmine House. When I got there I went in and found Jasmine in the living room watching TV 

Me- Hey Jas

Jas- Hey Mani , you ok I heard everything 

Me- yeah Im good , Im done with him , Ima take a break on love for awhile 

Jas- I think thats the best option 

Me- where my babies 

Jas- Cameron is sleep and Alana upstairs with Bella playing 

I ran upstairs to Bella room to see the girls with fairy dolls in their hands 

Me- hey baby , hey bella 

Lana- mama !

She ran to me and jumped in my arms

Lana- dada? 

I just gave her a sad look 

Me- sweetie daddy is gone 

Lana- what you mean mama ? 

Me- you wouldnt understand sweetie

I let a tear come down my cheek 

Lana- mama no cry 

She wiped my tear and I just hugged her 

Me- your so smart mamas , come on lets go home , night night bella 

Bella- night night auntie Mani 

I went and got Cameron up and we went home 

Me- Bye Jas thank you for watching them 

Jas- no problem 

I buckled them up in their car seats and drove home to see Rays car in the driveway 

I walked in to see the bitch on MY couch watching TV. I seen her give me this side look while I put the kids down and went inside my room to see Ray getting his stuff

Me- why the fuck is that bitch sitting on my damn couch 

Ray- Imani can we not 

Me- get her the fuck out of my house

I walked out the room downstairs into the living room 

Me- umm excuse me can you get your ass out my house 

??- first of all I dont know who the fuck your talking to 

Me- bitch Im fucking talking to you , got a problem 

??- bitch we can have a problem 

Then this nigga Ray decide to come down stairs to play captain save-a-hoe 

Ray- both of yall shut the fuck up 

Me- Fuck you Ray 

I started going up the stairs 

Me- bringing this bitch in my house , thats disrespectful , IN MY DAMN HOUSE 

I started to get upset now , so I went into the room and took his bag and threw it down the stairs

Me- WANNA FUCKING CHEAT ON ME WITH A HOE WELL HERE

 I went back into the room as he came back in wanted to start shit 

Ray- WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU 

I grabbed more of his clothes and through it down the stairs as he grabbed me and slammed me into the wall

Me- GET THE FUCK OFF ME 

I pushed him hard off me as he slapped me , I blacked out and started punching him as we went at it , then this bitch wanted to get in it so I started charging at her and started beating her ass 

Then Ray pulled me off her and through me across the room ... then I heard a baby crying so I got up balling tears out my eyes , I just looked at him and ran up the stairs.

I went and calmed down Lana and went back into my room 

I was standing by my window just staring out at the stars when I heard by door open  

Ray- Imani 

Me- *laughing* it's funny because , Ive been hurt so much that Ive become numb to the feeling ... Im use to this shit from Devon , and you Im done completely 

Ray- Imani-

Me- I would put my all in the relationship hoping my heart wouldnt get broken again 

Ray- Imani Im- 

Me- But I would be stupid to go back to the person who broke my heart , Ray Im done , Im through with this shit 

I sat down on my bed putting my head in my hands letting tears fall alittle 

( Listen to the song to the side )

Me- whats wrong with me , am Im not good enough 

Ray- dont say that , it was my stupid decision to cheat, you're an amazing woman 

Me- I must of provoked you to cheat 

Ray- Im sorry Imani 

He came over to me and just hugged me and kissed me on the forehead

I let go of the hug and looked at him

Me- I guess this is goodbye then

Ray- no matter what I'll always help with the kids 

Me- thank you 

Ray- alright bye 

Me- bye 

He gathered his things and gave me a last look and left , I layed back in my bed and just let a tear go ... it just came to this ... Ive cried all my tears 

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A very unexpected ending to it .. What do you gues think about it ? 

~xXx