Crooked Smile

rayans pov . [ Chapter 7 ]

Well , gosh ! I really wanna update ! Okay ? So lemme update ! Plus , Jason is eating my damn chips and not sharing !! If you don't know , Jason is my boyfriend !! I know , I can't believe I have one either ! But , he's a football player and he's so sweet and adorable ! Plus , he helps me with my homework ! Like , who doesn't like a smart football player ?! Anyway , he's not sharing MY damn chips . So , I'mma update .. Enjoy ;

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Ray ;

I woke up from my dreamless nap. I fell asleep at like 5 or something. I didn't really remember how I got downstairs or why I was even down here ! I grabbed my phone from the coffee table and checked the time. Ignoring the missed messages and phone calls. 9 : 18. Well , that was a pretty long nap. I stayed sitting down and watched TV for like 5 minutes. I realized that I wasn't watching this show when I fell asleep. So someone must have changed it !

- GASP - THE HASH SLINGING SLASHER !

Suddenly Prince walked into the living room. He was wearing my black sweatshirt. Weird , I thought I gave that sweater to Becky last night. He stopped once he saw me. His face went pale and eyes widened.

' Is that my sweater ? ' I asked him . He stayed silent for a pretty long time. Probably thinking of a lie ! He better not lie about it ! To be honest he looked really , really cute - WAIT ! No ! Not cute ! I meant to say , uh , weird . Yeah , Weird is close to cute ! I meant weird ! But , he looked good wearing my things.

' uh , it g - got cold in here ? ' He said , it sounded more like a question . He's lying. But I'm not gonna push it !

' Oh , you look cute - I mean ! You look good in it ! ' I quickly said. I looked down and felt my cheeks feel warm. Stupid ! You don't call another guy cute ! He probably thinks I'm gay now ! God ! I ruin everything !

' T - Thank you . ' I heard him say.

But he better not think anything of it ! Cause , I'm straight ! As a pole ! ( Smh , remember Ray , Poles can bend (; ) I stood up and walked towards him. Weird , cause I wasn't moving myself ! I hung my head low , making sure I didn't look at him. I felt embarrassed. I'm dumb as hell !!

' You're welcome. ' I whispered. The hell ?! What the hell is happening with me ? I'm not saying anything, not thinking , I didn't even move from the couch ! Why am I doing this ?

I looked up and stared at him. His eyes screamed happiness. I guess , since I complimented him. I also saw love ? Love ?! Daffuq ! Why he looking at me with love ? We stood there staring at each other.

Weird thing is it didn't feel awkward , or even uncomfortable . I just didn't understand why I was even looking at him. I should just move and walk away ! Before it actually turns awkward ! I tried to move but my body didn't let me , instead it did something I never even tried to do !

I ended up kissing Princeton , on the cheek ! What the fxck ! WHAT AM I DOING ? WHAT AM I DOING ? His vanilla scented skin filled my nose , calming me down a bit. Just a bit ! Holy shxt why am I still kissing his cheek ! What if someone comes and sees !!??

I pulled away from his cheek, slowly. I was yelled at my body to move faster so I could run away. But it wanted to move slowly ! I was so scared ! It may have been a kiss on the cheek but ! HE'S A GUY !! A BOY ! MY FRIEND , MY BANDMATE !!

I looked at him. His eyes were wide and mouth open. OH MY GOSH ! WHAT HAVE I DONE !? I was so scared I didn't know what to do. I took control of my body and ran upstairs. I ran so fast , my heart was pounding !!

I ran into my room and locked myself in there. I was breathing heavy and slid down my door. THE HELL JUST HAPPENED ! KISSING A GUY ON THE CHEEK !? NOPENOPENOPENOPE !! I BET HE HATES ME !!!!

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Damn ! That was weird , I didn't even see that coming ! Like the hell Ray ? Playing with Princeton's emotions like that ? You're fxcked ! (;

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