(UNEDITED!) Brave Little Astrid

Tag and Apology..

So, someone tagged me.. @crazyfangirl1620. (I guess she wants an apology? Haha.)In something. Lol, IDK what to do, but it says tag and apology, so let's do this lol

I think I'm supposed to say stuff about me..
Idk who to tag either so..

Alrighty!

---•Moi•----

1. I'm 15 hahah
2. I have a lot of dogs lol.
3. I'm obssessed with Yandere Simulator, although I don't have a PC, I watch ytbers play em and I drool. *ehemKubzScoutsehem* *ehemPrettyGrumpyBearehem*
I NEED A PC BUT MY PARENTS BELIEVE THAT PORTABLE THINGS ARE 'IN SEASON'. We actually have a pc, but it's broken because of a previous disastrous flood.
4. I'm an otaku, I listen to Vocaloid..
5. I love playing Volleyball
6. I love drawing.. Sketchinf
7. I guess I can dance..? Loooool
8. I have a love for vlogs, I might do em LOL DAVID DOBRIK'S VLOGS ARE LIFE
9. I TEND TO SAY LOL, LEL AND GG A LOT I DUNNO WHY
10. I've always wanted to cosplay, but unfortunately I have no talent in sewing and I'm broke at the moment.. Hahahha

--i dunno if that was enough for ya'll..--

So, apology.. Whoo, okay..

If ya'll are gonna go like this 👇🏽👇🏽👇🏽👇🏽👇🏽

Then, I understand hahaz

Okay,

I wrote this book back at 2013. At that time, I was around 13 at that time. Start of being a teenager.
I was OBSSESSED with HTTYD. Like, I squeal over the tiny videos I can find in YT and die over it and ressurect again. It was my life. Really my life. So, I made this book. In fact, I was so in with Hiccstrid, I made 4.

I DID NOT expect any of them to be read. At all. A few days after, My book has reached for about 100 reads. I flipped, people commented and voted, So I continued. I kept continuing and made it longer thanks to excessive hiccstrid chapters. You noticed that, right? I loved it.

As the number of views reached 1,000+ reads, I got so hype I merged my ideas altogether. I think of a lot of story ideas, but I end up forgetting them. Ikr, STUPID MOVE. As the days went by, my number of reads on this book has reached the number I CANNOT IMAGINE. I was beyond mind-blown. 100K reads!

Believe it or not, I have never done something so successfull. 100k is a lot to me! I have never ever done something or written something that many people enjoy reading! I was beyond happy. I was REALLY happy. And here's the part where I turn into a douchebag.

I have discovered other fandoms. A LOT. I was so hooked up. I was HIGH IN LOVE. So much.

...

I love HTTYD. I was OBSSESSED WITH HTTYD. I joined berksgrapevine's chats and columns, I became an admin on a HTTYD group and page in FB. I tried saving to buy merchandise and did DIYS of plushies of Toothless. Every merchandise I find, I take pics of.

I felt like my life is HTTYD. Legit. I made so many characters in mind, I have roleplayed as my own character in the dark. With a pillow. Shhhhh...
Shhhhhhh!!!

After that, I dove in to a lot of worlds. A lot of fandoms. I got busy. I was hooked up. I enjoyed them. I was still obssessed with HTTYD.

Last year, I felt like my HTTYD obssession has disappeared. I still LOVE HTTYD, but my obssession has disappeared. I don't blame the other fandoms I joined.. I just.. I'm sorry.
This story was the only thing that I've done.. that made me feel like I was doing something good in my life. Not only this story, but my other stories too.

My HTTYD break was too long. My obssession faded. But I still like HTTYD. LIKE. I feel like my heart has transferred into another fandom. But I'm not abandoning this. My other stories, TBH, I dunno anymore. The story where I include names was the creative idea I thought of, and I loved it. I got lost in track and forgot it all. Jeez damn. I'm sorry. I'm so so sooo sorry. I mean it. I am so so sorry.

Whenever I shove a rock in other peoples faces when they say HTTYD is for kids, I felt power. The dragon power. LOL. Up to now, I will not let anyone offend ANY of my fandoms. No one needs ya'll negative reactions to the things people love. Flip off.

My obssession disappeared, guys.

Hiccstrid? I still ship it.

But... I just.. It's... Gone.

My obssession.

I haven't watched THE SERIES.

To others, this may seem like I'm maturing. But, no. I am perfectly sure that a big part of who I am disappeared. I have to admit I am IMMATURE in my past chappies. But HTTYD was too big of an importance to simply 'fade away'. 

I don't know.

I love my fans. People who enjoy this story means I have created a story that others approve of.

THIS. I don't want to abandon.

-"Why? Is it because it's the most read? Wow. Think about the other stories YOU made and left us HANGING!!"

- yeah. I am finishing this one. Because this is the LONGEST. I kept adding excessive filler chapters that I had to add because of my OBSSESSION with Hiccstrid. I kept a lot of people waiting..  Sorry I left you hanging in my other stories。I'm sorry I created some things that I wasn't gonna be able to finish.

I'm sorry I'm so stupid to think that you will all accept this MILLIONTH apology. I feel like abandoning this account. But I won't. I created HTTYD stories in this one. I will create more. I will not abandon this. I used to LIVE this. LIVE. I will continue to make stories here, but not HTTYD.

Maybe other fanfics.

I am so sorry.

I'm a huge dirtbag.

I'm so sorry.

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Sadly...

Hahah.

Guys, I apologize.
So badly.

I hope you'll- actually. It's up to you. :)

I love you all.

Thanks for being with me. <3