Save Me

Chapter 29

Junghee POV

"Moved on already?"Came a voice from behind that was all too familiar to me.Jungkook.....

I turned around to face him,but with my usual stone expression instead,"What do you want?"I said coldly.

"Are you sure you're the one that's supposed to ask that question?"Jungkook's expression hardened,"I should be asking you,what do you want,being such a slut!?"His words pierced my heart so deep,but I didn't cry.As expected,i was back to my old self with no one beside me except Jimin oppa and Mark.

Slut....

Slut....

Slut....

It forcefully repeated itself,but I stayed strong on the outside,"Call me a slut,a whore,a brat,a f*ckin b*tch,i don't f*ckin care!"I spat at him.He remained expressionless.
"I don't care what you think of me since we're nothing anyway."And that truth hurt me so much.When Jungkook wasn't here for me,Mark was.

A tear rolled down my cheek.I forcefully wiped it away with the back of my palm up to my sleeve,"F*ck off,Jungkook,i don't care about you. Stay.Away.From.Me."I stated each word very clearly for him to hear and understand clearly.

After that,i ran off to the rooftop.The place that holds so much memories.We argued and fought there,we confessed there,we hugged,we shared our first kiss there and yet,i go there trying to get rid of Jungkook and my feelings for him,trying to forget about him.

I'm not the type of person to beg for someone to come back and Jungkook knows that.I guess we've come to an end,an end that
does not mark a new beginning.We can't start over again.

I hate you,Jeon Jungkook.

Jungkook POV

I saw everything,in the car and out.From them talking,holding hands,to her biding goodbye,Mark calling her 'my princess',and her blushing.Even more lovey dovey than ME and her when we were a couple.What is your relationship with him,Junghee?

"Moved on already?"I asked firmly

"What do you want?"Junghee asked coldly,once she turned around.Wow,she changed pretty quick.I guess I do effect her....nah,what are you thinking Jeon Jungkook.

"Are you sure you're the one that's supposed ask that question?"My mouth started to have a brain of its own,"I should be asking you,what do you want,being such a slut!?"She remained calm and collected-nah,she was expressionless,but I know that I hurt her.A lot.So much that she turned back to her old self.But why was she the one hurt?Shouldn't i be the one hurt?

"Call me a slut,a whore,a brat,a f*ckin b*tch,i don't f*ckin care!"
No,don't say that about yourself.
On the outside,i remained expressionless,but as she called herself those names,my heart clenched painfully.I want to pull her into my embrace and tell her that it's not true,that I love her,that she's perfect and pure,....but I can't...because we lost each other.

"I don't care what you think of me since we're nothing anyway."She stated as coldly as she could.Dang,the truth sometimes really hurts.But,would I rather hear her beautiful lie of 'I love you',or know the painful truth that we'll never be together again,that the hole in my heart will never be mended by her?

A tear made it's way down Junghee's cheeks.She wiped it off roughly,"F*ck off,Jungkook,i don't care about you.Stay.Away.From.Me."Each word was so clear,and each word pierced my heart so deep,that I felt too pained to cry.Is it true that people who are most in pain don't cry as much,they can't cry?

Junghee ran off before I could say anything.But did I have anything to say?

Why do I feel regret?
Why do I feel like I'm missing something,something to complete a puzzle piece or mystery case?
Why do I feel like I misunderstood her?

But you saw her texting and not giving a f*ck about you before.Maybe she was already cheating on you at that time,maybe-maybe she never loved you.
(Chapter 24,go back if you need the recap of the texting scene)