Chapter 36

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Junghee POV

My condition wasn't bad so I was able to sign out of the hospital quickly.Mark suggested walking me back to the hotel(since I still didn't want to go home),but I declined.I knew he wanted to hang out with his friends he reunited with at the bar.I mean,it's been years.

"But it's not safe for you to walk alone."Mark whined.

"Mark,just go back and hang out with your reunited friends,I'll be fine."

Mark pouted,but I stared him down,"Ok,ok,fine.But make sure you call me when you're safely at home/hotel."

"Arasso,now go."I said and watched him walk away hesitantly.Every once in a while,he'd look back at me,that was until we couldn't see each other anymore.

I sighed,"And I'm all alone again."
As I walked,i saw a dark figure
(A/N:Because it was dark,not indicating skin and I am NOT racist) walking towards my direction.I squinted to see who it was since it was too dark to see the face.My eyes widened...Jungkook...

I quickly turned the other way and started speed walking.Not quick enough.He grabbed my waist from behind,backhugging me.Before I knew it,i was in tears already.

"Junghee...."Whispered the soothing voice that I yearned to hear for such a long time.It have me a warm,familiar feeling,unlike Mark.He made me feel protected for sure,but it wasn't like Jungkook's.

"Jungkook...let go."I pleaded with tears falling like a waterfall.I couldn't-I shouldn't-fall for Jungkook again.

"I won't let go,ever again.Not even when I die,I'll never let go of you.I let go of you twice,and I regret both times,so I'll hold you tight till the end of life and beyond."

It's funny how someone can make you cry so easily with just their voice while you've held in so much tears over the past years,nothing being able to being them out of you,but a voice can.
"Jungkook, just f*ck off and find that Hyorin b*tch and have your happy love life."

"I can explain about that kiss."

"No need to."I said as coldly as I could.Jungkook,don't make this hard for me.I don't want to leave Mark just like that because I don't want to make him feel used.It's true I still love you,but those feeling will wipe clean sooner or later,and I'll learn to love Mark.

"Why.....why Junghee?Do you not care about me anymore?Do you not love me anymore?"Jungkook bombarded me with questions,but I only heard up to 'Do you not love me anymore?'
Truth is,i do love you,and i have to forget about that truth...forget about my feelings...forget about you.

"Answer me!"Jungkook spun me around,out of his embrace,facing him.

"I-I do love you."I choked out through sobs and tears.

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