an obnoxious gay ; rants

this is kinda lame

yo like I just have one thing to say

or like 4 but whatever I don't know how it'll work

I understand that this is an entertaining kinda book thing but it kind of -not so much annoys me- but it's definitely a little...disheartening? I guess is the word? when I see that this book that I put .0037% effort into has more reads than other fics I work really hard on and like a lot

I know that it seems selfish and stuff but like? This is reasonable right? To want things I put effort and more time than I have in this (except the petekey thing but that was late a night and still pretty half assed)  to be read? Is that really an awful thing? I get if you don't want to read it or you don't find it interesting or something, but I guess I'm just being selfish because I want support on other books that have less than 100 or 200 reads and half the amount of votes as this

sorry for this chapter, i guess I just wanted to say this