Promise? • phan

Phil

I seriously said yes to Dan. What am I doing? I know that I need to realize my feelings but he hurt me.

He's breaking down my walls that I took so long to build and I need to be more careful. After school I race home to get ready for the 'date' with Dan. So many thoughts are going through my head right now.

Once I arrive home, there are no cars in the driveway, I guess everyone is gone; better for me though. I drop my backpack off in my room and look in the mirror.

Ew. Have I looked like this all day?

I strip from my clothes and turn on the shower. Once it was nice and warm I hopped in, washing my hair with my best shampoo and conditioner that had the scent of strawberries. It's for girls but oh well, screw stereotypes. After washing my hair and body I turn off the shower and grab a towel to dry myself off.

I head back to my room and turn on my music, playing fireflies by owl city. I plug in my hair straightener to heat up, and blow dry my hair in the mean time.

Once my hair was dried and straightened, I move to my wardrobe. Since I have no idea what to wear I decide on my signature black skinny jeans and a red shirt sleeve button up flannel with my grey shoes. I take one last glance in the mirror, satisfied with myself for once. I check the time, it now being 6:45pm, Dan should arrive by 7pm.

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About 20 minutes later, my parents still not home, the doorbell rings and my Heart drops. I stand up, brushing off my shirt and walking towards the door. I twist the handle, and there standing on my porch was a breathtaking Dan Howell.

He smiled at me, and I couldn't help but stare. He was wearing a black eclipse shirt, black skinny jeans, black shoes and his brown fringe swept to the opposite side of mine.

"Are you ready?" He spoke taking me out of my trance. I look back up to him, and smile nodding my head. He grabs my hand and leads me towards his car. Tonight's going to be great.

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"There's nothing really left to say
And I don't need you to explain
We don't need those lines
So tired of living in the past
So if we're gonna make it last
We should leave it all behind
I'd rather you lie
Than throw it all away

How deep do you wanna go?
Don't you know that some things
Are better left alone?
How deep do you wanna go?
Don't you know that some things
Are better left alone?
They're better left alone

I think we may have gone too far
Losing sight of who we are
How do we get back (how do we get back)
To a time when it was so easy?
Cause I need you and you need me
Oh, what happened to that? (whoa)
I'd rather you lie
Than throw it all away"

Sleeping with sirens quietly played in the car. Dan was tapping the steering wheel, quietly singing along and it was beautiful. This was one of my favorite songs, not that he knows because I can't talk.

After the song ended we pulled up to a cute diner on the other side of town. "Is this okay? Do you want to go somewhere else? We can if you want to." Dan rushed out and I silently giggled. "No it's perfect." I typed out on my phone to show him. He smiled and sighed in relief.

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The diner was absolutely adorable. A small jukebox at every table, checkered floors, and very 80's themed.

"Do you know what you want kitten?" Dan asks me looking down at his menu. I pull out my phone, "uh the country fried steak is good, the small one though. With a tea pleaseeeee"

"Anything for you, and are you sure you want a small? They are like really small." Dan asked me in concern, but I just smiled and nodded. I need to lose weight anyways.

After we ordered our food, we got it not long after. Talking wasn't done much, since it would be pretty much a one way conversation. But it was a comfortable silence I would say. Ever so often Dan would ask me small questions such as, "is the food good?" "Are you okay?" And he would tell me the cutest things. "You look stunning." "I'm so happy you said yes."

Honestly I'm completely falling for Dan and I don't think I want to stop myself.

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After our food he drove me back to my house, my parents home now.

"Um Phil?" Dan asked stopping me from getting out of the car. I turn to him as if asking what he needed.

"Thank you for uh coming with me tonight." Dan smiled, it was obvious he was nervous. I grabbed my phone, 'no problem. I loved it.'
He smiled as he read my phone. "Maybe we could do it again?"

'Promise?'

"Promise."
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WOOOO sorry for that long break my Wattpad got hacked and they messed with my shit.
I'll try getting back on schedule:)

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