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Phil was mute, alone and bullied.
Dan was outgoing, popular, and a bully.
But when he starts developing feelings for Phil, what happens?
-once again not good at summaries but give it a try-
The tight feeling in my chest. The butterflies in my stomach. The nonstop smiling.
I'm falling for him, and I'm falling hard. Last night when we were skyping, it felt right. Like we were meant to be. Like Dan and Phil were meant to be together forever.
Yet that won't happen; it can't happen. See, I have set myself a date. No body knows but myself. Life has been hard and it's not that easy just to be 'happy' all of a sudden. Yes, Dan has made me happier than I have ever been in my life but I'm still sad. I don't want to be sad. I want to be the sunshine in dans life, not the rain and thunderstorms.
On November 1st, if I'm not happy then I'm going to end my life.
I've had this date since last year, before I even thought twice about Dan and my feelings for him. But like I said, I'm falling for him. I was a pencil, Dan was a highlighter, a drew a dark world and he made it brighter.
If somehow I get better, my date will be erased and I will live in perfect harmony with the love of my life, Dan. . "Phil? What are you doing?" Dans voice boomed through the room.
I throw my diary somewhere, not wanting Dan to read it or even know I have one.
I smile at him, he is perfect. Dan was wearing the tightest of black jeans, with a red flannel, his fringe swept perfectly to the opposite side of mine. Perfection. Stunning. Gorgeous. There isn't enough words to describe his beauty.
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"Phil? Phil!" Dan yelled to catch my attention. I shake my thoughts and look up at him, tilting my head to the side as if asking 'what's up?'
Dan smirked and walked towards me. "Well Philip, I remember you telling me that you were home alone today and so I decided to come over, so we can be alone. Then I'm taking you out tonight because you're worth it."
Before I could reply Dan kicks his shoes off and jumps on top of me, pinning me to the bed. I gasp in shock but give him a stern glare while trying to escape his grasp.
"No Phil, it's my turn to take charge." Dan said in a soft voice, and pressed his lips roughly against mine.
- I fell asleep.
Good job Phil, fall asleep while doing sexual activities with your hot boyfriend.
I wake up to a empty room, I'd leave me too. I don't blame Dan, I fell asleep when he was kissing my body, trying to make me realize how perfect I was. As if.
I lay my head back down, not bothering to put my shirt back on since I'm home anyways.
As I lay here my mind drifts to other places, places that I don't want to revisit.
"P-Phil?" I heard a voice. I jump up to see Dan leaning against the doorframe shirtless as well.
"What is this? 'On November 1st, if I'm not happy then I'm going to end my life' ? Phil why? Why didn't to tell me you've felt this way?" Dan cries while tossing me my diary back.
I pull out my phone, obviously not able to reply in words. "I'm so sorry Dan. I don't know how to explain it. But you've made me happier and I'm sure the date will be erased. You are everything to me Dan please don't go."
"G-go? You think I'm gonna leave you because you want to kill your self?" I bow my head down in guilt and regret.
"No Phil. I will never leave you. You bring sunshine to my life, yes you were correct but Phil, oh how thunderstorms and rain are far more beautiful than the sun. The beautiful sight of lightening cracking across the sky, the storm clouds that gather up above. The beauty of the rain against the ground. Phil, you are breathtaking. I've never seen or met anyone as beautiful as you and I probably never will again. All your imperfections are perfect to me. You are flawless to me." Dan cries holding my hands in his; both of us sitting on my bed.
I look up at him and wipe his tears. He gives me a soft smile and kissed my forehead. And at this time I knew, what I had to do. After all of my hard work, practicing everynight, i feel like it's time.
I look up at Dan and run my hand down the sides of his face. I smile at him and take his hands back in mine. I close my eyes, my throat wanting to close but I do it anyways.
