The Song writer's Journal

The last of us

If life is a joke then why arnt we all laughing is one quote i will remeber especially with painter dying who would have guessed it. But we have to keep going right.  I have to take his virginity but why why me its so weird. Why dose he want to have sex with me. Im still heart broken from slendy dead. I guess thats what people do for children. I would do that for painter i guess. Mabey having sex with painter will be fun..... What am i kidding i dont like painter that much. Yeah i have thoght about it once or twice but i was diffrent desperate. Im not like that anymore. Yea i want him to live his life to the fullest but i didnt mean that full especially with me. I dont feel like doing anything anymore im too deppresed to much stuff is going on sally, slendy , jeff its just too much for me right now. I justwant to sit and cry in the corner while listening to music. Mabey then i can finally wake up from this hell hole of a nightmare. But i have to make painter happy right. I honestly dont know or care anymore. I just want all this to be over. Mabey i can talk him into doing somthing else. Yeah yeah ill do that. Hey painter lets go kill then we can come back. "Sure"  he said  so we went off to find a girl she looked so much like me only hair color to tell us apart. She then holds up a katana covered in blood and scream "back up you bitches i will stab yall till yall dead enless yall are creepypastas because i need them" we then scream who are you and who have you killed. She screams back " my real name is tamara but my murder name is  silent killer. And i have killed the 3 people  who have hurt me or my close ones." I then remeber my school freind tamara we said we were twins we were so alike. We always planned to kill the ones who hurt us or each other. Is that her no way it has to be.