it's about to be two months... 2. It's weird. Two months don't seem like a long time, but it has been. It feels like I haven't seen or heard your voice in forever. I want to
Talk to you, still be friends. But I'm scared.
-Dana said you talked to Rena and told her you were planning on coming out for a two week vacation. At first I was panicking. I don't want to see you. I know I've been missing you but I don't want to see you.
But now I kind of want to see you. No what I really want is for you to come back and say you missed me the most out of everyone. That I was a good friend to you and you hate how we left things. I want you to genuinely miss me. Miss our conversations. Miss my interest in your life miss my weird self!
*** this just shows how back and forth emotions can go. Haha cause I could hate him and then really miss him in a second.
I do still want him to come back. I want to be the reason he came back. Just to see me. To tell me he missed me. I mean hell he called me his best friend before! I want him to miss everything about me.
