Abusive | Carl Grimes

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"Carl.. Carl!" I yell and he finally turns around.

"Stop ignoring me!" I say.

He smirks at how annoyed I am and turns back around.

I groan, "CARL!" I yell and he does nothing but clean the weapons.

I put my hand on his shoulder and he tenses up.

I get confused at first but then take the advantage.

I run my hand down his back and he freezes completely, lifting his head up from the weapons and staring out from the window in front of him.

"Ariana I swear-" I cut him off by slipping my hand under his shirt.

I trace circles on his back and he kinda jerks forewords.

"Kinda hard ignoring me now, isn't it?" I whisper in his ear from behind him.

I remove my hand from under his flannel and sigh, walking out of the kitchen.

I go up the stairs and walk into my room.

As I was walking towards the bed, I hear the door lock behind me.

As I was about to turn around, I suddenly get slammed into the wall.

I look up slowly and see Carl.

"That's not how it goes, princess"

"Oh so now you decide to talk to me?.." I raise my eyebrow at him.

He slides his hand up my shirt and my eyes widen. "Carl stop.." I say.

"Do you have any idea how much of fucking turn-on you are?" He whispers in my ear.

He traces circles on my stomach and I my lips slightly part.

"H-How am I suppose to be a turn on to you if you hate my fucking guts" I push him away and walk towards the bed again.

He pushes me harshly on the bed and flips me around.

"Carl! Stop being such a-" he cuts me off my crashing his lips onto mine roughly.

My eyes widen as I felt something I've never felt before.

No Ariana you hate him.

It's CARL for fucks sake!

But his lips are so soft.

SHUT THE FUCK UP

I have a small war in my mind and I just gave up.

I kiss him back and slowly close my eyes.

He goes between my legs and forces my legs around his waist.

He pulls away but our lips are about an inch apart.

"Yeah I hate you" he says before reconnecting his lips onto my neck.

"C-Carl no" I breathe heavily.

He looks up at me "alright, but you make one wrong move again I'll lash out on you" he says and gets off of me.

"It doesn't matter because we hate each other" I sit up on the bed.

"Listen, I think you're actually really hot. B-But I just-.. I don't.. Never mind." He sighs and was about to walk out when I stopped him.

"Carl wait!" I say and he stops and turns around.

"Tell me" I say and he grunts.

"I-I can't like someone... I just can't!" He suddenly yells.

"What do you mean-"

"You know what I fucking mean, when I like someone I abuse the fucking shit out of them until I lose interest!" He grunts again.

"So you abuse me because..." I look up from my shoes to him.

He looks at me with regret in his eyes and just walks out of the room.
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The next morning I wake up before Carl and walk out of the room.

I leave the house and decide to take a walk.

Boy how am I going to get in trouble but I didn't care.

I needed at least an hour to myself.

I look at my wrist, the bruises.

I sigh and run my fingers on the bruises.

So he does this to me.. Because he likes me?..

It hasn't occurred to me that I was smiling a bit as I walked down the road.
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