Wait.....Made For Who?

Do I Want It to Be Real?

A/N; I'm sorry everyone for uploading this so late, all my unfinished chapters got deleted. I am going to start uploading more frequently probably every week if I remember :) but I hope you like this chapter I was kind of lazy with it.....but expect more and better chapters AND THANKS FOR READING!!!

Riley P.O.V

''Finally'', I said as Bryan and I exited the school building. He laughed and wrapped his arm around my shoulder. I leaned into him, glad that his last class was with me as well. 1 day down a thousand more to go, I thought.

''So you wanna hangout later on'', Bryan asked after dragging me toward Jameson car then leaning on it with me still under his shoulder. I snuggled into his arm as if it was the most softest thing in the world and looked up at him with a smile.

''Sure babe'', I joked.'' Where we going?'' I watched as he rolled his eyes causing me to laugh.

''Somewhere, I don't know yet.'' he removed his arm from around me and got up. ''So ill pick you up at 6:00pm, okay.''

''Got it!'' I told him now standing in front of him.

''Good'', he chuckled before leaning in to give me a short hug. When he let go we said our goodbyes and he got into his car before driving off.

I didn't realize I was still smiling until I felt my face start to hurt. A shadow fell over me and I felt that pain that has been bugging me all day ease.

''Why are you here'', I asked dropping my smile and looking up at him with annoyance. I was kind of relieved to see him but really didn't want him to know that.

''I always get what I want'', Kyle said stepping even closer to me if that was possible and I was growing nervous by the second. No don't let him get to you, I thought. You can do this, your not weak Riley.

"Why are you following me, don't you have a life", I yelled angrily.

He ignored me as he pushed me against the car with a lot of force. I winced in pain as my arm went numb from being banged into the side of the car. I looked at him and saw the anger on his face completely vanish but it came back as quick as it left. His eyes turned a shade of black and I swallowed the lump that formed in my throat as he grabbed me by shoulders.

"Mine", he growled before his lips crashed onto mine. I was frozen. Wait am I imagining this or is these incredibly soft lips that belongs to Kyle really kissing me. I was finally pulled out of my trance when his lips started to move against mine. I pushed him off and he fell back but caught himself in time.

"What's the matter with you", I screamed angrily. He had that look like he just realized what he had done and he looked at the floor in thought. I stared at him in disbelief and he looked me in the eyes. I don't know why but I suddenly had the urge to forgive him and hug him. Why am I sorry, he should be sorry for kissing me without permission. I turned around as I heard laughter that seemed to be coming closer and saw my brother Jameson and his friends coming towards us.

I turned back around but to only see the now small amount of cars, parked in the parking lot. Where did that stupid annoying boy run too? I searched around the area but so no sign of him anywhere.

"Looking for me?'' My big headed brother said from behind. I spun around and glared at him.

"Actually yes, I was looking for you. Where have you been", I yelled at him receiving chuckles from Ian and Alex, his best friends. I glared at them causing them to shut up.

"Why are so mad and loud?" I kept my scowl on my face as I looked at Jameson now.

"Probably because you took a long time too come." I told him. I was really mad because that idiot kissed me without permission then left me here feeling sorry for him.

"Sorry sorry, it wont happen again. Soccer practice al-".

''Always runs late'', I said finishing off his sentence. He nodded his head as Alex and Ian began to snicker again.'' Anyway lets get home, Bryan is picking me up in a few hours and I wanna change.'' I grabbed his keys that were already pulled out of his pockets and unlocked the doors. He snatched the keys from my hands and chuckled before instructing me to get in the car.

At first I was a bit peeved because Kyle left me without an apology, but playing around with my annoying brother is fun. That's the fun in having a brother, besides our embarrassing moments. I continued watching them then looked at my watch that read 4:09. I opened the door and poked my head out before saying '' Hurry up, some people have things to do'', I yelled at them.

''Calm down'', Jameson said nudging Alex. He laughed and I rolled my eyes imagining the things they might be talking about. Boys, I thought.

''Just hurry up, please!'' I said in a pleading voice. He sighed and gave his friends those silly handshakes guys always seem to do before getting in the drivers seat of the car. '' Thank you'', I said with a smile before putting my head back into the car. The guys waved at us and left. The car roared to life and I made myself comfortable as we began to exit the schools parking lot.

2 minutes into the ride my mind drifted back to Kyle and the kiss. Instead of anger I felt confused. He's just playing with my feelings, but I know it cant be true, right? That is defiantly something Kyle would do to a girl, but the kiss felt......real. I don't know how kisses are supposed to feel because that was my first kiss but that kiss was powerful with so much emotion it has to be real. But what if it is all a lie and the kiss was a way to fool around with my feelings.

I shrugged it off as if I didn't care. I did. The question is do I want it to be real? I raised an eyebrow as I noticed that the car was parked outside my house. I looked over to the drivers seat and saw that the seat that was once occupied by my brother empty. I saw him wave at me before closing the door to the house.

I searched through my bag and was relieved that I had the keys to the house. I got out and closed the door to his car and walked into the house. I took my time walking up the stairs to my room replaying the events that happened today. I heard his car beep indicating that he locked the doors. I sighed as i collapsed onto my bed and suddenly remembered my meet up with Bryan. I ran to to my bathroom and before I can close the door my phone rang. I can tell it was Bryan because I set Harlem shake as my ring tone for him since he loved dancing to it. I grabbed it and answered it in a man voice.

''Ewww, you sound nothing like a guy you know'', he laughed from the other end of the phone. '' I was calling to tell you that I have to cancel our meet up''.

''What! How come'', I said sitting on my bed puzzled.

''Well my mom wants us to have a 'family' dinner tonight, you know?'' I laughed remembering how much Bryan hated the family dinners. I've only been to 1 of their family dinners and I never wanted to go again. Its way to quiet and we all talk about our day.

''Sorry to hear that, well its okay. Tell Mrs. and Mr.Davis I said hi.''

''Will do, I'll see you tomorrow.''

''Okay, bye.''

''Peace out'', he said before hanging up. I rolled off of my bed a sighed for the millionth time today. I guess I should take a shower still. I took a quick shower before heading down stairs with my lime green Pajama pants on and sat down to eat some Chinese food. Chinese food is my life. It tastes so good. I enjoyed every bite as I finished the last spoonful of rice. I washed the dishes I used and went towards my brothers room.

''Hey Jameson, I'm going to bed'', I told him through the door.

''Okay, goodnight'', he said from behind the door. No goodnight hug, I thought. I walked to my room and closed it halfway. I brushed my teeth and combed out my hair, knowing it will still be messy and knotted up tomorrow. I went over to the window showing our street and opened the window a bit. I was right about to crawl into my bed when I heard a noise outside my window. I cautiously walked back to it and peeked out. The sky was becoming dark so I couldn't really see anything. My hair blew back a bit as the cold air touched my face. I saw a black figure and my heart quickened but it disappeared behind the tree in our front yard. Its probably just a cat or something.

''Yeah'', I told myself. I stayed there unsure for a moment, but let it go. I walked back to my bed and covered myself with my incredibly soft covers. What a long day? An image of Kyle flashed before my eyes and I closed my eyes shut tightly. I covered my head with my covers and the question repeated itself again in my mind.

Do I want it to be real?