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Rayna POV
" dear Rayna
I miss you and us hanging out made me miss you more but I need help Rayna I'm going crazy & I've been doing crazy things , I hurt you so bad and I don't even have a explanation as to why I got life so messed up & don't know how to go back to the way I've been living I need help RAYNA I'm going crazy & I don't want to hurt anybody else . I'm not being a good role model for my child RAYNA help me please I need help !"
Jamal woke me up with this text 3 Weeks ago he does need help and a lot of it ! He treated me wrong &. All I did was have his back . He's not the same person he used to be .
"Jamal call this place called calm clinic . It can really help you . You have to stay there though and actually get the help ! My aunt went there & she came out back to person she used to be get the help Jamal ! I love you stay strong !"
I texted back
He left for the clinic 2 weeks ago and I'm glad he's getting the help he needs ! We talk everyday when we can we working on something's He told me when he get out he's going to make things right between him and I , I really hope he does because I miss the old him & would love the old him back into my life . 💗
KAYDENCE POV
I'm glad Jamal gone not because he needs help but because I'm just glad I'm alone ! My son misses him and talks to him on the phone . As for me and Jamal though I don't speak to him and don't want him & when he calls I put the phone right to my baby ear if it don't have nothing to do with my son there's no point in us talking . I've been talking to this new guy name Julian he's Puerto Rican & his accent OMG ! & I have one more secret I'm 4 weeks pregnant & I have no idea weather it's Jamal's or Julian's cause I was messing with Julian before me and Jamal break up . I'm to young for two kids what am I gone do ?
JAMAL POV
I have been in this facility for Two weeks now & its helping a lot I don't feel like doing stupid stuff any more . Once you tell people your story & get it all out you relieve some stress . We do different exercises to help it out that's good to .
Me & Rayna we don't date quite yet but we talk everyday and really miss Eachother imma ask her out when ever I get out of this place hopefully she says yes .
My son is my motivation I do it all for him I love my little man and imma be a good daddy I know I can be and show him the right and wrong way of living his life !
Kaydence ? Yea she's not the one for me never was and never will be I heard as soon as I left she had a new boyfriend . In my house at that ! But it's okay cause that shit bout to get shut the fuck down ! Cause nobody's paying for it all I'm worried about is my son .
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RAYNA POV :
It's been a year since Jamal went to the clinic & he's been out for 2 months now I have my own apartment I'm working at a corporate office as a assistant life's doing great ! I seen Julian yesterday holding a baby I'm guessing it was his . He told me he was on the way to see about adoption cause he can't Handle it . I don't understand why people have babies to put them up for adoption that's so stupid to me ! Anyway me & Jamal are officially a couple my dad hates it ! Yes we have regular couple problems but we working on it & he's doing a lot better .
KAYDENCE POV :
This stupid motherfucker to my baby to and adoption place how dare he ! He found out that I did coke but it was only one time ! Just cause I did it don't mean I can't take care of my baby !
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