the bad boy (cameron dallas)

the funeral

I sit in my bed all night just staring at my ceiling. I got no sleep at all that night. I get up at 6 in the morning and make myself a steaming cup caramel coffee. The service for kas is at 8. I go back to my room and get the shower to wash away my tears. I get out and put on my black dress. I cake myself in makeup to hide the look exhaustion on my face. By that time it's 7:15. I get in my car and take off. It's probably not a good idea for me to drive considering the fact that I've been up for over 24 hours but I don't care. I arrive at the cemetery at 7:45 and go find the area for kas. The area that they are burying her is sounded by trees and has a beautiful view. She would have loved it. I find my seat. I'm in the middle of Cameron and Shawn. The service starts and honestly I stopped listening there were so many people here who didn't even care about kas and they had the nerve to come to her funeral. "Alexis was on of kasidee's best friends. Alexis would you like to come and say a few words in her honour" I hear
I stand up and walk to the podium

" kasidee was a wonderful bright young woman but above all else she was the best friend a girl like could have asked for. She always listened and somehow always made laugh and smile no matter how much i tried not to. I could stand here and talk about how much the world will miss her but the truth is the world will go on most of here didn't even really know her. Her close friends have suffered a great loss and yes I will morn but I know she would not any of us to spend all of our life wish she was still here. Cause all of her true friends would already know she will always be with us.
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