Unpredictably Predictable

Chapter 19

Phoebes P.O.V.

"Hey sexy." Jake greeted me as soon as I walked into my house.

"Hi Jake." His arms wrapped around my waist.

"I missed you."

"It's only been two hours." I tried to get out of his grip but he pulled me closer. With zero distance between us I could tell why he was being clingy all of a sudden.

"Two hours is way too long baby." He bit his lip looking me over. His stare made me uncomfortable.

"Jake, I need to shower."

"Then I'll come with."

"No, I want to shower alone."

"Did you just tell me no? You know what happens when you deny me what I want."

"Jake, if we shower, that is all we are going to do. Just get clean and get out." I wasn't going to back down this time, never again. I won't let him dominate me again.

"If I want to do something more, we will do something more." He towered over me in height, I wanted to shrink down and give in, but I couldn't.

"No, just go home. I don-" I was cut off by a sting in my cheek.

When I looked at him, a menacing grin looked back at me, "What were you going to say, honey? Think before you speak."

I couldn't speak, he just hit me...

"Good. Now, I understand you want to keep that little virginity of yours so you're going to have to relief me in other means."

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As I showered, I brushed my teeth over and over and over. Every part of me felt disgusting. I didn't even look at myself in the mirror when I got out of the shower.

"Babe, I'm going to work. I'll be back tomorrow." Jake yelled from downstairs.

As I got dressed I looked over the bruises that covered my body. Many new, some old. I couldn't add anymore discoloration to my body but I had to, I needed to be punished for letting him do what he wanted. I grabbed my metal friend and slowly slid it across my stomach, one, two, three, four, five times.

One for Angelika getting pregnant; two for Colby cheating on her; 3 for letting Jake sexually assault me; 4 for arguing with Harry; 5 for hurting myself again.

As I finished dressing myself, I received a phone call from Harry.

"Hello?" I squeaked. I didn't even realize how bad my throat hurt.

"Hey, can you please come over? I don't know what to do, none of us do, Pheebs." He sounded completely panicked.

"What's wrong?" I asked rushing down the stairs and grabbing my keys.

"It's Angelika, she's freaking out."

"What do you mean she's freaking out?" I jumped in my Mitsubishi Mirage and headed to Harrys home.

"She came rushing into my house and locked herself in the bathroom. She's screaming and we can hear stuff breaking but she won't open the door. Fred and George are trying to talk to her through the door, to calm her down, but she's just whispering to herself."

"I'll be there in 5." I hung up and made the rest of my trip there.

I ran inside and followed Harry upstairs to the guest bathroom. Fred and George stepped aside, "Angelika? Babe? Open up."

"No, I can't. I won't." Her voice was shaky, I knew she was crying.

"Why not?"

"I... I don't want to be alive anymore, Phoebe." The sincerity in her voice shot a hole in my heart.

"Please don't do something you'll regret. I can't loose you. Please just come out and talk to me."

"Phoebe, I-I have nothing left."

"What the hell are you talking about? You have me, Harry, Sam and Serena, even Feed and George who don't even know you! We all care and love you!"

She went silent, almost too silent. But her heaving breathing reassured me. But she stayed silent for a while.

"Babe?"

She unlocked the door and emerged with tear stained cheeks and cut up hands. I hugged her as tight as I could, I couldn't loose her, ever.

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"So you two broke up?" Harry asked while gently rubbing her back.

"Yes." Watching the pain in her eyes broke my heart.

"Why?" He asked.

"He assumed I was lying and said I kissed someone that wasn't him."

"He was shit faced, so he doesn't remember anything. He's probably just can't except the fact that he cheated on you." Fred chummed in from the kitchen where he was cleaning up.

"I shouldn't have broken up with him." She whispered.

"Why not? As you always told me 'once a cheater, always a cheater." I knew I shouldn't have said it, but I did.

"I love him Phoebe! He didn't know what he was doing."

"No, no, no. Just because you don't remember it the next day, doesn't mean you didn't know what you were doing at that moment." George came into view.

"What am I supposed to do then? I live with him, all of my shit is over there."

I was torn away from the conversation by a text from Colby.

From: Colbee 🐝

Is Angelika with you? She hasn't been answering my calls or texts.

To: Colbee 🐝

Yes, but she broke her phone. Don't worry about her anymore, you don't have a reason to.

Don't let her get hurt like you....

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