Guys I seriously feel terrible about Monday night. I hate myself soooooooo much. And I said I wouldn't cut Tuesday or Wednesday. But, tonight at midnight, it will be Thursday.... I can punish myself then. Every time I look at my legs, I think, "Those aren't my legs. They're all scarred from a knife." But they are. There have a bunch of angry red slashes across them. And on Monday I made two more. One is really long and deep. So if I'm awake I am definitely going to punish myself at midnight. It was horrible what I did. Ackensghflurgahnurgah.
:-( I really hate myself. A lot. To infinity and beyond! "and at that moment, I swear the hate was infinite." Ackensghflurgahnurgah :-( hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate....... HHHHHHAAAAAAATTTTTTTEEEEE. I don't know what to do until midnight. I'm going to burn tonight in the shower. I never said I wouldn't burn.... But what about now? Just sit here making the previous cuts hurt? I dunno. :-(
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The Autobiography of The Girl Who Finally Broke
Non-FictionThis is The Autobiography of The Girl Who Finally Broke. I am that girl. I have kept this inside for a while, so I'm going to start at the very beginning of the end. My end.
