The Devils Little Game (Dean Winchester X reader)

Strictly Business

He quickly pinned you to the wall "y/n?" He said in shock. You looked so much more different. You must not have noticed that "you-you've been gone for... For months." He said. He still had that angry look on his face. You looked at him frightened. The last time you say the oldest Winchester, he was the reason you almost died. He's the one that killed you and almost did it once again. Should you trust him? Should you still love him? You don't know... But every time you see those beautiful green eyes they always seem to draw you in. Now you're too far in that you can't get out.

**Normal POV**
"Let me go" you said angrily. You finally pushed him off of you and walked away "you gonna help hunt monsters or are you gonna stand there like an Idjit all day" you said walking away, back to the main room where Crowley and Rowena waited with sam, both chained up "I'm sorry my wee little darlin" Rowena said in her Scottish accent. You ignored them and went towards Sam, quickly unchaining them "you have two options. Allow us t stay or we watch you torn to shreds" you said "leviathans are back, and they want me and you two" you continued, Dean walked in "the three of you are gonna sleep in cuffs so you have fun getting comfortable." Dean said grabbing you, putting cuffs on you "wouldn't be the first time" you spat at him. He growled and lifted his hand up, you flinched. "What are you gonna cut and stab me repeatedly with the first blade? Again!" I said and pulled your hands back and walked away. You grabbed you by the hair, pinning you once again to the wall "shut the hell up, I am in charge here. I can kill you any second" Dean said, you were afraid. He never loved you. It's obvious. How he's looking at you. How he's treating you. It was just a joke. A lame prank, you thought as Sam pulled Dean away from you.

Crowley was with Sam and Castiel went with Rowena. Leaving me with Dean. Great. You sat at he end of the table looking at the map that was built in it "why the hell would you bring them? Why the hell would you even come? You know what I did to you don't you?!" Dean ask. You looked up. Both angry and sad. "You know what I did to you" you repeated his sentence "yeah I sure as hell did. But for some reason I cannot not trust you guys more than other hunters. Do you wanna know why? Because I'm a bloody demon!" You growled, standing up and hitting the table with our hand. "Do you want me to paint a picture of why I shouldn't trust you? You almost killed me! Sliced me into pieces, not giving a shit! I have my reasons." You said sitting back down, your arms crossed and sitting back on the chair. "You are the only bad person here" you snapped at him. "I'm one hell of a hunter." I said lifting my hands up, the cuffs gone. I look down at his hands to see that his hands are cuffed "how the-" dean started but you cut him off "don't get distracted. Especially if the person distracting you is a demon." You said.

Dean stood up with the cuffs off and about to put them on you. You lifted your foot, placing it on his chest so he couldn't come closer to you "cuffs on you get nothing. Cuffs off ill think about it" you said and put your food down. "What happened to you?" You asked Dean.
"I ask the questions" Dean said
"What makes you so superior?"
"Well at the moment you're my bitch"
"I'm no ones bitch and I won't start now"
"What makes you think that?"
"Dean. I know you more than your brother probably does. I know your secrets. Your desires. The things you want to do to the people you love, the people you hate." You said, he stared at you.
"You know nothing about me"
"That's right, I do not. All I really now is that you're a guy that has an intercourse with then leave her the next morning. You kill without end. You're lonely." You said. He looked her. You knew he was. But he hid it the best he could.
"What does that make you? A bitch that gets all the guys? A bitch that I loved and still do? A demon? Something evil!?" He stood up before he finished, he grabbed you and kissed you aggressively.

**Deans POV**
I pulled her close, grabbing her hands so she wouldn't try to fight. I kissed her. I kissed the only person I truly loved. "Keep everything strictly business, Dean" Sams voice said in my head. He told me to keep it strictly business but when I'm with her I can't think of anything about her and how amazing she is. I was snapped out of my thoughts of her pushing away "Dean. No. This is strictly business. Once I'm free I'm gone. That's how you always are so you have fun seeing how it is the other way around" she said, pushing me away lightly.

"y-yeah, yeah" I said, sitting back down, clearing my throat. "So... Um... Why did you come to the bunker with them?" I asked and I noticed she was thinking "leviathans. Somehow they made there way to the kingdom. Rowena and I were enjoying some tea and talking then the next thing I know... I-I saw you two. You came after us and tried to kill us. But it wasn't you it was leviathans. They're after me and I want Rowena and Crowley to protect me. I've trusted them for weeks so ya" she said "weeks? Y/n you've been gone for months. Almost two years" i said and she laughed softly. That laugh. So many good memories. She was amazing. Beautiful. Nice. But... She is a demon. And so was I. And I don't care what she is. But I love her. And I hope she still feels the same.

**Normal POV**
After a while of long boring questions Crowley and Rowena walked back in with Sam and Cas. Dean got up and took the keys "I'll get something to eat" Dean said "I better go check on The Book of The Damn. I'll be back" Cas said leaving and over to another room. "I'm going to the bathroom. I'll be back in a few seconds." You said and quickly vanished into the hall way, "going to the bathroom" after a few minutes you hurry back to the three. "Hey Sam. I have a something to say to you. Trust me. But not right now" you said and Crowley knocked him out from behind. You caught Sam before he could get even worse injuries by hitting his head on the table. "Let's go" you said laying him down and hurrying over to the two waiting. "Hey Sam I have a question" Cas said as he walked back.

**Castiels POV**
"Hey Sam, I have a quick question" I said only to find Sam on the ground, knocked out. "Dammit" I said and grabbed his phone, calling Dean "Dean. We have a slight problem. Y/n, Crowley, and Rowena escaped." I said picking Sam up and sitting him down in the chair "yeah, yeah. They didn't take anything they just left. No, well not that I know of. I don't know if anyone left the room. I'll work on looking for them" I said replying to all of his words.

**Deans POV**
Why the hell would she run away? She has no where else to go really. She said she was gonna stay and be where it's safe. It was a lie wasn't it. She came and left with what she wanted, I thought. "I'll be there soon Cas" I said and eventually made it back "dammit Cas! Why did we trust to keep them in here? I'm gonna go look around to see if they took anything. You try to wake up Sammy" I said and walked away.

I walked over to my bedroom, the door slightly open than before. I wake in to notice a note:
"I'm sorry Dean, I don't wanna risk harming you or Sam. I'm a demon. I can't change that. I can't change what I've said and done to you when that's all I want to do. I hope to never see you again. I don't want to hurt you. Don't go looking for me... Goodbye Dean. Also, tell Sam I'm sorry."
~Y/n Y/n
   June 4th 2015  
11:24 Pm

Something is written at the bottom... I can't read it. "I...." The rest is just smudged. Like she tried to erase it.
I cared for her. I loved her. What I've done is nothing I can take. Nothing I can hold back. I've been through so much. But whenever I'm without her. I can't control myself. I slammed my door shut. I walk over to my mirror and look in it. Hating what I see. I couldn't hold in my anger anymore. So I unleashed it.