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" you didn't do anything "

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jungkook: what did i do
jungkook: what did i do to make you hate me so much
jungkook: what did i do for you to leave me like this

it killed her.

it honestly killed her. 

she'd rather have each one of her fingers broken slowly and painfully than watch him suffer like this over what she did to him.

dayeon: it wasn't you 
dayeon: it was me

did her fingers dare to type those words? could she even respond to him with what she did lurking in the back of her mind like a leech?

jungkook: dayeonnie please
jungkook: stop with that cliche line
jungkook: tell me what i did
jungkook: i can't live like this
jungkook: in this guilt
jungkook: but i don't even know what i did
jungkook: i'm sorry
jungkook: please dayeonnie 

she didn't know what to do. 

she was an absolute mess right now. 

jungkook: i still love you  

she didn't deserve to be loved the way he loved her. 

after what she did? she was no better than an animal.

but knowing that he's feeling more hurt than her at the moment made her do the only thing she knew how to do.

dayeon: stop texting me

make him hate her.