Chapter 23 - Thoughts about Her

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Aaron Samuel

Looking at myself at the mirror , putting my tie on. Taking my watch and put it on my left wrist. The scene kept replaying in my head , Sophia's face when I met her at the airport.

Her eyes is full of hurt and sadness , I don't know why and who did that to her I'll kill him. If someone trying to hurt her , I'll kill him. She still look very beautiful , her face still radiates , everything about her is just perfect.

I still don't know what I'm feeling , why am I like this? This is stupid but I can't get rid of this.

She's the first women that I care about without sleeping with them. I usually slept with women and I don't care about them the next day , I don't care if they die or kill themself because of me. I don't care.

But Sophia.. I care for her without her trying

Seeing her rejecting me , trying to make me hate her , slapped me and pushing me away makes me want to know her more but as I do know her more.. I can't get her out of my mind

Why is Fate so cruel?

One of my family died because her father crashed him , it's sad but I know it's not partly Jack Celastio's fault but still they blame him. My uncle drives crazy in his drunk state while Jack is driving on a normal speed and obeying the traffic law.

I can't blame Sophia's father about it because clearly it's my uncle's fault.

I want to tell her let's just be together without anyone judging us. Let's just run away from everyone , live in the countryside. Let's have a small house there and live quitely. I will sacrifice everything if that's the only way I can be with her.

She can't be with me because the guilt that her father has

Why is it unfair?

Sound of knocking make me starled a little bit , I was drowned inside my thoughts. Opened the door revealing Blake and his wife Jean

"You ready? Let's go down" He said and I nodded

"You don't look so good Aaron , you okay?" Jean asked , she has a little bump on her stomach. I see she's pregnant and I can't help seeing Blake's possesive hand protecting her

"I'm fine"

"Sophia will come dude , chill" Blake said

"Umm about that.. She's not" Jean stated and it make me looked at her

"Where is she?" I asked straightly

"I don't know" She said and I know she's lying. We walked inside the lift. Jean suddenly called me

"Aaron"

"What Jean?"

"Shoot , I promised Sophia not to tell you this but.." I turned to her waiting for her words

"The day when Dean passed away , she came to the hospital looking for you. She came with tears all over her face trying to find you. She knows that you need her but she found you kissing Jessica at the garden and she immediately left" My eyes widen

She came

"Why did you just tell me now?"

"I promised her not telling you but I think you have to know about this. She cared for you a lot but it seems you only think that you were the only one who suffered" She said as the lift dings telling us that we already at the lobby

"You need to fix this" Blake added

"You know about our family with hers Blake" I looked at him glaring

"I know" He sighed as we walked out from the lift

"She thought about everything Aaron , you won't give her a commitment , her family , the habit of you sleeping around. She knew it will hurt her Aaron" Jean said and why is she stupidly say that

"You love her , that's why you're a mess" Blake added and I glared at him more. He smiled

"Welcome to the love world dude , I told you it will make you crazy as fuck" He chuckled and patted my shoulder

"Oh shit" I cursed

"It's no 'Oh Shit' Aaron , the feeling of happiness having her with you will never be replace with money" Blake said as he looked at Jean with so much love in his eyes.

"Talk to her Aaron , but I think she won't giving it easily" Jean warned and I nodded

"You need to tell her whereabouts to me Jean" I raised my eyes to her and she looked at Blake nervously

"Uhmm"

"First , get your ass right first. Shave that beard and look good. You don't want her to shock meeting a caveman" Blake laughed and I only can glare at him

"She's at the bar somewhere with Rose , she doesn't want to go here because she knew she will face you sooner or later" Jean said

"Does Max know about this?" I asked

"He doesn't so better work it alone man , don't drag Max into this. Rose won't be happy"

"Thanks" I patted Blake and smiled to Jean.

"Goodluck Aaron , go get her" Jean said cheerly and I waved at her. Walking back to the lift to go to my room. I need to fix myself first before meeting her.

Do I love her or I just-..

You love her asshole , having a thoughts with her living on a countryside it means you're ready to step on a next relationship.

Yes , I love her

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