*Rileys POV*
It was the day after Saturday.
A lonely, rainy, Sunday.
Great...
I needed to think about things though.
I sat down flat on my bed, and went into thought mode.
Lucas and Maya are officially together.
And I should be happy for them, so why am I not?
Maybe I just never thought it would actually happen...
Maya deserves happiness, right?
My Dad said I should be happy.
I furrowed my eyebrows.
So why the hell am I not!?
I deserve happiness too.
And I'm not happy with this.
I then knew.
Somehow my whole mindset just flipped.
Its because Maya doesn't deserve him.
She doesn't deserve anyone, dating my ex.
Hmph. I don't care if I said it was okay with me. She shouldn't have done it anyway!
Maya is a horrible friend for putting my needs behind hers.
Even though it just happend this once.
Sadness then crossed me.
But she never puts herself before me.
Maybe I'm wrong...
But then I flipped. Again.
No.
She doesn't deserve him, me, or anyone.
Just look at her family.
Lucas isn't over me, I know it.
He wants me.
After all, who wouldn't want me?
I'm a beautiful brunette with a nice family and a great life.
Why would he pick a pathetic blonde with a broken home over me?
Hah. He won't.
I'll show Maya.
I knew what I wanted.
But I couldn't ignore the feeling.
The feeling of wrongness.
I'm. Not. Wrong.
I should get what I want, and not her.
I smiled.
And that's exactly, what's going, to happen.
*END*
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Behind The Smile (Lucaya)
Fanfiction"A smile means 1,000 words." But what are the words behind your smile? That's your choice, But for Maya Hart, it isn't a choice. Everyone thinks she's strong on the outside, but they don't know what goes on the inside. Everyone falls for the smile...
