Broken, but Fixed. Okay, yet Dying

5 years

We were friends for 5 years...

Now we're nothing.

Bestfriends?
Not anymore..

Friends?
Nope..

Acquaintances?
Um? No

We're nothing

5 years down the drain..

We were suppose to go through highschool together..

We were suppose to graduate together

Go to college together...

And now I'll be doing it alone..

5 years, I developed and need for her in my life..

I needed her to stay, but we're nothing...

Our last goodbye hurt more than ever...

Our last words cut deeply...

When we ended our friendship she was upset...

I'm convinced she hates me.

It's okay though I hate me too..

Everyone always leaves it was a matter of time before she left to..

I didn't want her to go...
I want her back...

I need her back...

But I'm the only one who cried...

When I see her smile....it still makes me smile to know she's happy even if it's without me... It hurts, but she's happy so that's all that matters...

I was never really that important anyways..

My existence is really unnecessary!

I miss my friend C.M❤