Carolines POV;
So yeah yesteday we ended up fucking again, on the middle of a road, somewhere long away from civilization. It was good. Good driving away for hours. Coming back to the same world sucked. Finding Alex sitting on my bed, telling me he loved me sucked more. Niall beat him so hard he ended up in the hospital. This time I didn't stop him. Because Alex is a fucking dick too. I'm surrouned by dicks.
I felt bad, letting Alex come between me and Niall. The thought didn't last long. Telling you it's Alex fault is so far away from the truth as it can come. It's only me and Nialls fault. Our fault that our relationship ended in hell.
I held a starbucks in my hand while the doors opened by themselves.
"Alex Josh" I said to the lady behind the desk.
"Room 319" she said. I found the elevator and stabbed the button on floor 3.
I knocked hard on the door.
"It's open" Alex yelled.
"It's me, Caroline" I said.
Alex looked weird at me, probably wondering what the fuck I was doing there.
"I brought Starbucks" I gave him the cup.
I felt so awkward after what he told me yesterday.
He had bruces in his face. Niall broke his nose. And thooth, I noticed now.
"So how are you feeling?". What the hell am I doing here....Guilt.
"Good, but I'm on drugs so" he laughed a bit. I laughed a bit too.
"I'm really sorry" I said. God I'm tired of apologizeing for Niall.
"It's okay. It wasn't your fault" he said and tried forcing out a smile.
He sucked at lying. It's 100% my fault. And that's why I am here, and not Niall.
"The doctor say I can leave tomorrow" he said.
"That's good" I said.
I looked around the room. No flowers, no chokolate, no people.
"Are you here all alone" I asked.
"Yes, my parents go to church almost everyday, so calling them and say I ended up in hospital because I got beaten up will just give them a bad life".
I nodded my head. "I see".
"No friends?" I asked.
"Sara have been here" he said. I have no idea who the hell she is.
"Okay good" I said trying the best I could to be polite.
It got quiet for a minute which felt like an hour.
"I need to go now" I said.
"Thanks for brining starbucks" he said and took a sip.
I smiled at him and was on my way out..
"Caroline" he said.
I looked at him. "Yes?".
"Don't let him hurt you so you end up like me" he said.
I smiled at him. I was not afraid of Niall. He would never hurt me...or he would never hurt me so much that I would end up in a hospital.
I took up my shit ass phone from 1970 and texted Niall.
"I visited him" I wrote.
He answerd me fast back.
