Tear in my heart 5
/tyler\
It was Sunday afternoon and me and josh just finished cleaning up the blood after he explained everything that happened.
"Ty are you okay?" He asked kissing my forehead.
I stayed silent the words not able to move up my throat. He pulled me closer and I snuggled into his chest.
"We have to talk about it." He said looking down.
I hid my face further in his neck and he sighed. I wrapped my arms around him and he did the same. I felt him squeeze my back and I hissed in pain.
"Say something your scaring me I don't know any other way to get you to talk." He hiccuped.
"I don't know what to feel!" I shouted. "I just killed someone and I don't remember it!"
"It's not my fault." He whispered
"I don't cares Josh your treating this like my grandmother just died." I said pushing myself away from him.
"You're such a brat." He spat getting off the bed.
"You're insane." I said pulling off my shirt.
"I'm insane! I'm insane!" He yelled at me.
"Yes, you're full out psychopath." I huffed.
"Lay down, now." He demanded run his hand over the giant bruises.
I quickly followed his orders scared of more pain. I felt his boot collide with my side and I hissed in pain.
"I'm a psychopath Tyler?" He hissed.
"No! You're not!" I yelled wanting him to stop.
He grabbed me by my hair and I moaned in pleasure.
"Oh!" He said letting go of my hair.
"I'm sorry I didn't mean to it just came out! I'm sorry!" I panicked.
He smiled and pulled me into his arms. I started to cry and he looked at me sympathy covering his face.
This is love. Bruises. Pain. Kisses. And yelling.
And I love Josh Dun
