(Under editing) The crazy life of (Y/n) Logan~Book 1~ (Leonardo x reader)

Chapter 35~Family will always be there~

(Y/n)'sPOV ~1 week later~

It's been one whole agonizing week since I broke up with Leo, and to be honest I miss him SO much, I still love him. I haven't eaten, I don't sleep well anymore, I have nightmares and it's the same one over and over again....... Leo gets captured, I try and save him but just as i'm about to save him, he dies......... he was right, maybe I was flirting with them and I just didn't notice, I feel so bad, he had to stick with me for so long, i'm a disaster, I make a mess of everything, I feel so empty without him, and it's all my fault.......................

Peter'sPOV 

When (y/n) ran out of the lair that day, I ran straight into Leos room, he told me what happened and I lost it, his brothers and Wade had to drag me off of him, I told him to stay away from her, that he didn't deserve her, he said he was sorry, but it wasn't me he had to say sorry to, he broke her heart, and now she hasn't come out of her room in a week, her door is always locked never unlocked, but today that is going to change..........................................

Raph'sPOV 

That was a really dick move Leo made but I can tell he regrets it so much, he hasn't left his room in a week, he isn't eating or sleeping, we are really getting worried about him, he broke her heart but he broke his own heart, she walked out of his life and that ruined him, he still loves her, if he didn't he wouldn't be in his room 24/7 crying his eyes out, Master Splinter is disappointed in him, but also worries for his well being, this can't go on much longer......................

(Y/n)'sPOV 

I'm listening Dancing With Tear In My Eyes by Kesha and it perfectly describes what's happening, 

with out him I don't even have a pulse

all alone it's dark and cold, 

nobody can save my soul,

I have destroyed our love, is gone...........

...........It's all my fault..............

I cry again, I've cried so many times I lost count......................

Suddenly I hear loud bangs on my door, I jolt up and stare at the door, suddenly it breaks down and in rushes Peter, he runs over to me and pulls me into a hug, I sob in his arms

"Shhhh, shhh it's ok it's ok" he says rubbing my back, I cry harder suddenly the rest of the Avengers run in, they see me in Peters arms and rush to me, at least I still have these guys...........

Leo'sPOV 

I miss her so much, I broke her heart and she'll never forgive me, I love her so much, I always have and always will, but i'm sure she doesn't love me anymore, god why did I say that, when she agreed to be my girlfriend it was the best moment in my life, but why did I say it was the worst?, why did I lie to her face?, she was right, I was jealous, and I let it get the best of me........................

Oh (y/n) i'm so sorry.........................

Suddenly my door comes off it's hinges and in walks my brothers, their eyes widen when they see me, I look away from them, not wanting to see the disappointment in their eyes, suddenly I feel someone hug me, I look to see Mikey hugging me while crying, I hug him back and then my brothers join in,

"Leo you've gotta get her back bro" Raph says, I shake my head,

"S-She h-h-hates m-me R-Raph" I say my voice is horse because it's so dry, Master Splinter then walks in with a glass of water, 

"My son, you do not know that, go to her, apologize, at least then you can say you tried to do something to save your love, if it's meant to be, it will be" I nod my head and drink the water,

"T-thank you S-Sensei" 

"Now lets get you something to eat" he says and walks out of the room..........................................

Tony'sPOV 

We bring (y/n) into the kitchen to eat, we sit the food in front of her but she pushes it away,

"(Y/n) you have to eat, you've lost a good amount of weight and it's not healthy" Steve says, she doesn't answer and stares at the ground, this is worse than I thought, I kneel down in front of her and take her hands in mine,

"Kid look at me" she slowly looks at me, her eyes are blood red from all the crying, she has bags under her eyes

"Leo is a complete idiot for doing that to you, he doesn't deserve someone as good as you and if he's truly sorry for what he did to you, he will man up and apologies to you......(y/n) I've seen the way you two look at each other, you love each other very much but if he has been blinded by jealously then he has taken that love for granted" she opens her mouth to say something, but nothing comes out, she points to her throat,

"Steve can you get her a glass of water" I ask my fiance, he nods and gets a glass of water and hands it to her, she drinks it all in a split second,

"B-but T-Tony i-it's m-my fault" she says with a horse voice, 

"Now don't you dare think that, this was not your fault, that kid was just too stupid to release what he lost, the most amazing, most caring, most brilliant girl in the world" she smiles and hugs me and I hug back,

"T-thank y-you T-Tony" 

"Your're welcome kid, now are you gonna eat?" she nods her head, I hand her the plate and she devours it, poor kid's been starvin' herself, 

"Is there anymore?" she asks, I smile and hand her another plate and she also devours that, 

"Thank you guys, i'm gonna go take a shower, I stink" she says and chuckles, I nod my head and she heads back into her room, Leo has some apologizing to do...........

A/N 

He sure does Tony.... by the way don't ever think bad about yourself, you are perfect the way you and don't let ANYONE tell you differently, not even yourself, hope you enjoyed reading and i'll see you in the next chapter!!!!:)