When I look back at my life
And remember I had that fake smile
I never had enough nerves
To stand up for myself and get the treatment I deserve
Why do we look back
Isn't just something what happened in the past
For some mistakes we blame someone else
It is hard to blame yourself
I wish I did some things differently
That I knew nobody should be aloud to change me
But some things did change you
Even you never wanted to
We all have memory
some are bad and some are happy
When you look back
Make sure you can say that is my past
You lived that life for you
Because if you didn't do that than for who
And I wish I could back somehow
Tell my younger me who I am now
When I look back at my life
And remember I had that fake smile
I never had enough nerves
To stand up for myself and get the treatment I deserve
I am who I want to be now
I think that is what counts
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PoetryIn this book I write all my poetry. Its inspired by my feelings,thoughts and personal experiences. I hope others can relate to it. Happy reading.