British

Family over Everything

Chris^

As I left shawty I started feeling bad thinking why I ain't tell her the truth
I knew that when she found out how deep I was in these streets she wouldn't want to mess with me anymore
I couldn't let that happen cuz it was some about this girl that I liked
Some about her that kept me looking at her incandescent smile and eyes and I knew she was special

She was like a new diamond rough around the edges but still beautiful
All she needed was a lil smoothing and I knew I could do that

What she laughed
why u keep staring at me like that
Nothing you jus real pretty I said with a stupid look on my face
Thank you Chris she blushed oo I have to go now she said time for my next class it was nice talking to you

Ooo see you latta den shawty I said

British*
Ik that maybe I judged him to fast but I couldn't just hop out of one relationship and into the next because I was still held back by the betrayal Lorenz put me through and the feelings I still had for him I jus couldn't do it anymore

All of a sudden I heard a voice that I didn't wanna hear
Baby wait I know you don't wanna talk to me but just hear me out it ain't wahh u think I swear Lorenz said

Noooo Lorenz leave me the freak alone it's done over there is nothing else to explain here go be with that bitch Brittany since that's wah u really want I said then I stormed off
No I wasn't gonna fall for that lie again I had fell for it once with Trish but never again will I let this same dude play me again never again never

Back in the beginning I started to become freinds with a girl named Trish
She was brown skin Carmel kinda short
A lot 🍑🍑🍑🍑 which is why Lorenz wanted to mess with her but I didn't know she wanted him
she started out all cool With me she was from Chicago and was a new girl so I offered to help her around classes
We instantly clicked
our personalities we're jus alike so it wasn't a shock to Lorenz wen we started hanging out together
But little did I know she was only getting closer to me just to get underneath my man

Long story short I saw him texting her over his shoulder and I flipped out we broke up for about two months and claimed that he'd never do this to me again because he loved me with all his heart blahh blahh all the bs ig I was jus to dumb to see the truth behind his smile
I really believed he loved me we had been togther a year and although we'd never really done anything sexual he said that he could wait but I see now obviously he couldn't he only wanted one thing and that one thing only
since he couldn't get it from me then he would get it from someone else

As I thought about this I jus got mad all over again
this has been the worse day of my life I knew that i wasn't gonna be able  to concentrate for the rest of the day

When I walked into Mrs.Bernstein room I automatically felt like pouncing on that bitch Brittany
This ho had the nerve to smile in my fucking face like she had accomplished something
Like yeaa I win cuz I ducked your man

I walked around and sat down I wasn't about to let this bitch get to me cuz I already knew that I could drag that ho I already had before so this would be nothing new

I jus calmed down and focused I couldn't afford to fail this class cuz I needed one more point to make this class a A  so I could finish out the year with a 4.5 gpa

I jus said to myself that if she didn't say anything to me I wouldn't say anything to her

After about 30 mins Gary passed me a note and said it was from Brittany
I started laughing so hard
Ain't this jus Dej vu all over again two notes in two classes I must be a celebrity or sum I took the paper and ripped it up and continued my work
I wanted no ties to either one of them and I meant that

After class I began walking home cuz I knew my mom was working late tonight and she wouldn't be able to pick me up
All of a sudden I got a eerie feeling
There was a  black mustang
following me I began to pick up my pace
If I'm gonna get kidnapped Ian goin down with out a fight as I went faster the mustang sped up more and then slowed down wen the car was right next to me
The window started to roll down and I dropped to the ground all of a sudden I heard an eruption of laughter

Shawty why yu laying on the ground
it was Chris slow ahhh
Shut up I said while laughing shoot by the way u was driving I thought u was about to do a drive by or some
and I won't beat

Nahhh girl I was trying to get up close to u and ask did u need a ride home but u walk so damn fast look like u running from a gang or sum
Why u out here walkin by yo self as fine as u is you better be careful

I started laughing look Chris all these complements gotta stop I said laughing u think u smoooth or sum don't ya

Shoot I was hopin for more of a slick guy but I'll take smooth for now he laughed you want a ride home it's pretty cold out here

I'm fine Chris it's only another block away

Well uk it ain't safe for you to be walking by ursekf in this part of town

He was right normally I walk with Niya so that we would be safe but she had tutoring so it was all me for myself
but I still didn't want to ride with Chris cuz knowing him he'd try to get close with me and honestly I just wasn't in for all that

Come on shawty wahh yu think Ima bite you or sum he laughed

Okkkkk Chris gawwd I swea u so persistent

That's my middle name  haven't you figured that out yet he laughed

As I got in the car Maxwell was playing
(Listen as you read 😌💙)

Pray God you can cope
I'll stand outside
this woman's work
this woman's world
oooooo it's hard on the man
now his part is over
now starts the craft of the father

I love this songgg I began singing the song not realizing that he was paying attention he looked at me with his mouthing hanging open

Wahhhh was I that bad I laughed
Actually u was really good where a lil woman like u get a big voice like that I blushed I don't know it's jus some I like to do sometimes nothing really big

Nothing biggggg girl u crazyyyyyy with a voice like that u could get a record deal anything
I know but I really jus wanna be a nurse ion wanna be all famous or w.e
I jus wanna be British

Yeaaa I understand but ur voice is beautiful I love it

Thanks😌
oo this is the house right here
He pulled into the drive way and parked the car
I gathered my things
Thanks for the ride home
Anytime love he said in a New Orleans accent
I got out I'll see you tomorrow then
Aight see u tomorrow beautiful
As I began to walk to the house  I heard him say wait British !

Yea
I'd like to keep talking to you u know not just at school do u think that I could possibly have your number

Ummmm yea sure u can have my number
I put the number in his phone

I'll text u later aight  he said

Okae I said
as I walked away I felt my phone vibrate the message said wassup love I turned around and laughed Chris you ain't even left yet How is this later

He laughed later in my book was after u put ur number in my phone I died laughing u are so silly bye Chris and walked in the house and fell on my bed
Oooo how I've missed you sooo much bed my phone vibrated again

Chris 💯😌- no reply though
Brit💕💯- lol hey Chris
I rolled my eyes texting back
this boy is gonna be the death of me

Authors Note-
Sorry in so late on the update but my exams were this week and I hada study
But sooooo much more to look forward to in this book keep reading

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