British has to figure out how to move on and love again while dealing with her ex Lorenz and looking forward to the daring Gangster Chris guy how will she do it!?
*This book has some Rated R content so dnt read if you can't handle it *
I woke up the next morning with alll types of thoughts in my head If I wasn't so busy with British I could've been there with my brotha to make da drop den none of this stuff would've happened
I knew I couldn't blame her for wahhh happened but some in me wanted to mannn
The feelings this girl made me feel blinds me from my responsibility The responsibility and loyalty that I have for my family and wahh we have to do 😒 She's a distraction I said I have to shake her out of my head this was a mistake dis gottta end
Forget British mannnn!!! I gottta get back to the old me fr I thought even tho I knew I believed none of this and that I loved British with all my heart life and soul I hada give her up I knew this fast life wasn't for her and with people coming for my brother it would only be a matter of time before they came for her too
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Lookin at myself I knew that I was seen as a pure thug to most but wahh I loved about British was she saw wahh was within me not my jewelry cars Clothes and money she actually saw Chrisss not Cc
As I walked down stairs I felt my phone ring it was British this made like the tenth time that British had called me all Morning but I jus kept forwarding it to voicemail I couldn't bare to talk to her or even see her
I knew she'd be worried to death but I jus couldn't deal with her rn I walked down stair and saw mama packin up to go back to the hospital
Baby u coming to the hospital today to see Shawn As much as I wanted to seeing his face only made me feel more guilty for not being there wen the drop happened
Nahh ma I got sum business to handle rn
Come here for a second and sit down I wanna tlk to u for a second cc
I sat down prepared for either a lecture or being fussed at
She hugged me and I heard a tear roll down her face Listen baby I know that your mad rn about the people who did this to your brother but don't go after them I don't wanna run the risk of losing one of my babies again we're Lucky that Shawn is still here on this earth with us That my baby can still love
I could hear her burst out crying
I love alll of y'all this gang bs this street life hasss to end because no one will survive no one I need to know that my babies are safe so do not go after them so fly hear me babe Yea ma I hear ya Now I love you cc u the baby of the family and I want it to stay that wayyy be safe today
