Harry Styles Imagines

11.Hollow Heart

Song of the chapter:
Running low by Shawn Mendes
Over Again by One Direction
Strong by One Direction

Harry's POV

"Do you still love me? Huh Harry?" Y/N asked, tears rolling down her face.

"Of course I do. Look, she kissed me okay." I said taking steps towards her.

"I don't know Harry." She said backing away.

"I don't love Taylor, I'm sorry baby." I told her with hard sobs.

I love her so much and I didn't meant to kiss Taylor. She just can't over me and I didn't kissed back. I thought she just wants to talk but she suddenly kissed me and that's when y/n saw us and she misunderstood everything.

"I love you y/n. Please believe me." I said taking her hand.

"I do too but.... Harry I'm so tired of all the hates. All those people who says that Taylor is much better than me and I don't deserve you." She said letting go my hand and turning around.

"Fuck them. I don't care about Taylor and I were over and you are the one I love and will always do." I said back-hugging her.

"But she's Taylor Swift and I'm just...me." She said backing away.

"I don't care. I don't fucking care. I love you and I don't care who the hell is she. For me, you're more than what you think you are." I said

"And you're too much for me." She whispered.

"Are you breaking up with me?" I asked, hoping she would say no and hug me and kiss and tell me she loves me. But she just bowed her head and didn't answer.

"Harry I'm sorry." That's all she said and then she left.

After 3 months~~~

My last 3 months without y/n has been a total mess. I miss her and my life sucks without her. We haven't seen her since that day she left. I didn't heard about her as well and now, I wonder if she still loves me because me, I still do.

The boys and I went out today. We went to a mall and just stroll and maybe shop a bit. We're on Forever 21 in men's section looking for clothes. I froze when I saw the girl I've been longing to see. Its y/n. I don't know what to do should I talk to her? Should I tell her how much I miss and love her still? Yeah I should. I walked towards her.

"Hey y/n." I said and she jumped a bit.

"Ha- Harry?" She said looking at me.

"I'm sorry if I scared you." I said looking down.

"N-No its okay." She said still a bit taken back

"So.... Its been so long." I said.

"Yeah."

"I missed you." I said honestly. I looked straight in her eyes reading her emotions but I failed.

"I-I- I.... I missed you too." She sighed. I can't help but smile. "But not in the way you think." My smile turned to a frown.

"Why? Do you have already have a boyfriend?" I asked choking my tears.

"No. But I moved on and I hope you do too. And believe it or not it was pretty hard for me." She said looking down.

"But I can't y/n. I don't even know how. I love you so much that my life is a total wreck without you."

"I'm sure you'll find someone better than me." She said wiping a tear that fell off her soft cheeks.

"I can't. Because you're the one for me. I love you y/n." I said tearing a bit.

"You will surely do. You're the best boyfriend I ever had and a lot of girls out there much better than me would love you." She said wiping my tears away. I missed her hand holding my face.

"But I won't love them as much as I love you." I said hugging her.

"I love you too. But I'm sorry Harry its just... You'll be okay." A
She said hugging me back but pull away after she finished her sentence. "Goodbye Harry." She said walking away.

With that, I was left crying. I wiped it away and accept the fact that she's gone. That my hopes wouldn't be able to happen anymore. I took a deep breath and walk towards where the boys are.

"Are you okay mate?" Louis asked with a concerned look.

"What did she said?" Liam asked.

I looked down and suddenly broke down in tears. I can't believe this is all happening. All I just wanted is for her to love me like she used to and be happy with me again. I can't hide my emotions to the boys that's why I didn't held back my tears. How ironic that there's no one in the shop. The guards probably talked to the manager about keeping the shop close for us after the rest of the customers that were inside went out.

"Its okay." Niall said giving me a hug while I sobbed in his shoulder.

"No its not. I just wanted her to love me again, to be like what we used to." I said in between sobs.

"We're here for you." Zayn said patting my shoulder.

"Yeah, we'll always be." Louis said.

"Thanks guys." I said.

"How bout let's pay for these clothes and then go home and talk about it there." Niall suggested.

"Yeah sure." I said forcing a smile while wiping my tears. "Sorry for the interruption."

"No problem bro." Zayn said.

I may not have her back but I still have the best friends in the world so I'm still lucky. But yet she left a big hallow hole in my heart and I think it would take long before it became fixed again.

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Okay so I still wanted to put Zayn in every imagine with the boys because even though I kinda think he's been a douchebag, I still love him and I didn't think one direction wouldn't be one direction without him. It just felt incomplete. (Woahhh dramatic af Hahahahaha) that's all bye!