Harry Styles Imagines

27.Love to Live

Song of this imagine:
Remedy by Adele
If I Could Fly by One Direction

Harry's POV

"Bye mate! We'll see you tomorrow." The boys waved as they dropped me off.

"Thanks for the ride mates!" I said and went inside the house when they drove off.

I dropped my things to the floor to search for my beautiful girlfriend that I've been longing to feel. We haven't seen each other since I've been on tour for 4 months. I looked at the kitchen but she's not there, I checked the living room but its deserted as well. I went to our room but she's not there, I was about to dial her number and call her when I saw the open light on our bathroom, Y/N never left the lights open so might as well check it.

"Y/N, babe, are you here?" I called.

I felt the wet,cold substance on the floor, when I looked down its the spilling water from the tub. I opened the shower curtain to see Y/N, my eyes widened. Y/N looked lifeless, pale skin, closed eyes and....blood coloured water. I leant to see her wrist. No. She cut..again, but she promised not to, I saw her phone sitting on the top of the sink, I opened it and saw her twitter account. Its full of hates, awful words about her body, her personality and our relationship, it sickened me but my attention shot back to Y/N.

"Y/N, babe? Stay with me okay? I'm here stay with me please." I cupped her cheeks, its cold. I checked her pulse and I am a bit relieved to know she's still alive.

I grabbed a towel before I carry her to my car. I laid her at the backseat and cupped her face, I tied a small towel I found at the room before we left to his it just above her cuts.

"H-Harry." She whispered softly, her voice is obviously dried.

"Y/N, hang on okay, I'll take you to the hospital and y-you'll be fine. I-I promise."

"I'm sorry. I... I didn't meant to.." She breathed.

"Its okay don't worry, I love you." I kissed her cold forehead before I gave her a reassuring smile and closed the door.

I looked back to her and I can hear her heavy breathings. I started the engine and jolts from the curb. Within minutes we arrived at the hospital. I stopped the ignition and went out, I carried Y/N out and called for help. Later on a stretcher and a group of what I supposed are nurses, we rushed Y/N inside and they brought her to the operating room.

"You have to stay here Mr. Styles." A lady said before stopping me when they led Y/N inside. I saw her being checked by a doctor and I felt my heart raced, I can't leave her.

"B-But she needs me there." I said as I ran my fingers through my curls.

"Don't worry, I can assure you she'll be okay." She smiled weakly before leaving me outside.

I sat nervously and dialed Niall's phone. They're all at his flat and having a small party that I refused to come because I need to see Y/N first which I thankfully did because if I didn't, I wouldn't be able to have a chance to see her alive.

"Hey mate what's up? Are you still coming?" Niall greeted. "Harry, you okay?" He must notice my sobs.

"Y/N..we're here in the hospital." I cried.

"Wait what happene?" Niall said across the line.

"She...she did it again." I shakily breathed out.

"She cut again?" Niall asked worriedly.

"Y-Yeah."

"We're on our way, hang on." He said before ending the call.

After a few minutes my head shot up when I heard footsteps and guys' voice. It's the boys, worry plastered at there face. Y/N's really close with them since we hang out together and I brought her often on tours she get to spend a lot of time with us. So I can't blame them being nearly more worried than I do right now.

"Harry." Zayn said.

"What happen? Is she okay?" Louis asked.

"I do-" I was cut off when the door of the operating room swung open. A guy went out still masked on his face.

"Who's the relative of the patient?" He asked.

"I'm her boyfriend. Harry. Harry Styles" I stepped in front.

"I'm Dr. Sanchez, she's okay now. She lost blood so we checked her blood type and good for her we have a match and she's currently in transfusion right now. It's going well, good that you found her earlier because if not, she won't have a chance. But anyways, after the blood transfusion we can move her to a room." He gave me a smile of reassurance.

"Thanks doc. Thank you very much." I hugged him tightly. I can't be any more thankful. "Thank you for saving her."

"You don't have to thank me boy, he really want to live and I think its because of you." He pulled away and pat my shoulder, I smiled and wiped the tears away.

"I should go now." He said.

"Thanks again." I said.

"No problem. It's my job." He smiled once more.

I turned to the boys and they gave me a group hug. Louis ruffled my hair and I laughed a bit at him.

"Don't worry Haz, she's gonna be fine." I nod at Liam's words.

We went to the counter to settle things and pay currents bills. After an hour or two they transfered her into a private room. The boys and I went in and had some talk while waiting for Y/N to wake up. I noticed their sleepy eyes so I told them to go home and take a sleep first but I assured to call them when she woke up.

"We'll visit tomorrow." Louis said before giving me one last bro hug.

"Yeah, thanks for being here mates." I smiled before they walked away and I closed the door.

I sat in the chair next to Y/N's hospital bed. I called her parents earlier to let them know they got worry but I assured them that she's okay now and just needed to sleep which somehow gave them relief. They still can't come because of work and they're in Chicago while we're here in London so its not easy for them to fly here but they entrusted me their beautiful daughter. I took Y/N's hand in mine before I leant and drift off to sleep.

"Harry?" I heard Y/N's voice when she held my hand tighter.

"Y/N. Are you okay, do you need something? Are you feeling any pain?" I clumsily stood up.

"No silly." She giggled which warms my heart, I smiled at her and gave her a quick peck on her cheek.

"Are you sure you're okay?" I asked sitting down again.

"I missed you." She said ignoring my question.

"I'm so worried. God I thought I won't be able to see you anymore." I peppered kisses into her small fragile hand.

"I'm sorry..."

"Don't be. Just promise me, never do it again no matter what happens. If you're having some troubles just talk to me or to your parents or to your friends. You don't need to keep this to yourself." I wiped the tears that fell from her eyes.

"I promise. Harry?" She said entwining our fingers.

"Hhmm?" I hummed.

"I know I almost died, I felt it. You know why I'm still alive?" She asked.

"Why?"

"Because I know that I can't die just like that. I haven't told you how much I love you yet, I haven't spent much more time to you yet and I still wanna show you how thankful I am to have a boyfriend like you. Out of all the girls here in the world more beautiful than me, you still chose a simple girl like me." She spoke softly, hiding her sobs.

"Ssh..." I calmed her. "You're not just a simple girl, what I see is a lot more of you. The most beautiful human being I've that took my breath away every time without failing and I haven't thank your parents enough for that yet." I smiled when I heard her angelic giggle.

"This what we have...is a love to live for the rest of my life until my last dying breath." She said and kissed her lips. Her soft lips that I missed for 4 months.

"I love you Y/N." I stated.

"And I love you too." She smiled and pulled me down to kiss me again.

God I love her and I can't be in this situation again.