Harry Styles Imagines

87. Doubts

Hey guys so someone messaged me and that is Myrto_sr  and she gave me the idea of this imagine so thank you to you gal!!! Sml! Enjoy my lovely readers ;)

Song of this imagine:
Flicker by Niall Horan (this song is amazing and fits in this imagine perfectly.)

I played with the diamond ring that fits in my finger perfectly. I could still remember that perfect day.

It was just him and me. Under the moonlight and thousand stars. We laid in a blanket that covers the green grass beneath. He spoke to me sweet words that really struck me. He pulled me up to sit as he took out something from his pocket. A small dark blue box. He opened it slowly and my mouth fell agape. Tears started rolling down my eyes as he said those words.

"Y/L/N, will you please do the honor of being my wife and the mother of my future child? Make a family with me and we'll live our own fairytale. Will you marry me?" His words are still fresh to my ears even when it happened a year and a half ago.

I was so happy that day and I'm still happy.... Its just. I'm starting to have weird doubts. Honestly, I don't know where it came from, it just suddenly popped out from my head. Our wedding is tomorrow and a lot of things are distracting me from saying 'I do.'

What if we're not yet ready? We're still young, some people say it too. What if Harry isn't really ready to be in this kind of commitment? What if he's really not sure about this? Mom told me that marriage is a sacred thing and once you got married, you have to be sure because there's no turning back anymore. Harry is one of the best things that happened to me, I love him more than I love myself. Its just..... I don't know if we are both ready for this. I'm afraid that I may not be the perfect girl for him. That I may not be a good mother to our future children.

My heart is pounding heavily. I can't marry him when I have these doubts in my head. I wanna be 100% sure once I am walking down the aisle in my beautiful white gown and veil. I don't wanna have doubts in my mind when saying 'I do' to the man I love for years. A knock snapped me out of my thoughts.

"Good morning beautiful." And there came in my soon to be husband. My back was on him but I felt soft duvet dipped down beside me and his arm wrapped me up in a warm hug.

"Hey," I spoke, trying to act normally as I faced him. His angelic face made me even more confused with my situation and its killing me.

He frowned and said, "Are you okay, my love?" He asked sweetly.

"Yeah, I'm fine. Just a bit tired because of....you know, wedding preparations." I faked a chuckle but I don't think he buys it.

"I know you, Y/N. Don't lie to me." He spoke. My heart is breaking to see him like this. I don't want him to know that I'm doubting him. Doubting my love for him.