The Smile

Chapter 11

Taylor's POV
I'm happy today for some reason I wake up put on good music and made breakfast while my mom is still asleep she looks like an angel sleeping it's been a while since i spent some quit time with her , she has her life with all those problems and i have mine but what happend to us ? we used to be so close it used to be easy to tell her anything and everything ...but now i feel like that we are getting away from each other and i don't know what to do about it at all . i made her coffee the way she likes it and bought her cookies. i know it won't make things better but i would like to see her smile before i go to shcool .
" Morning Taylor " she said then gave me a kiss on the cheeck .
" morning beautiful mom" i said while handing her the coffee and the cookies
" someone is in a good mood today " she said with a smile and thats it thats what i was looking for this one bright smile .
" yeah well i woke up in a good mood today and i hope it lasts " i answer her and smile back then add " i have to go now mommy have a good morning " i say then go straight to my room get ready and left
im walking the streets with music i forgot my earphones so everyone i pass by is listening with me to *chewing-gum* i forgot the singer anyway im early today when i get in nobody is at the break and im sitting alone wonderring what the hell im doing in this place well the usual . i took my phone and went on that App Kylie told me to search for a new guy for me because Mark is the past and this time for real cute guys but nobody has that thing im looking for excuse me if im a dreamer and im searching for the love of my life ..yeah but silly on an app but where then ? tell me where can i find a cute guy who is well exactly like me ...not exactly . I think you noticed that i overthink things alot every single thing . the weather is beautiful today . we are in class and there is this funny guy who always makes people laugh , he lights up my mood sometimes not that im depressed right now i feel like everything is falling back to its place . It never stays okey in my life either i fight with someone , or suddenly just loose interest in everything or smth else and in this case it was overthinking that leaded me to stupid shit that leaded to another stupid shit ... anyway the point is that I'm never going to be happy,depressing right ? I hope I can just be like that guy to just laugh laugh and laugh at least outside . Stephanie isn't here today well these days school ain't her thing and I'm starting to worry we have french class the afternoon and Im going to find out why she hasn't been attending classes lately . Well her mom says that she is sick , I Want to ask her where they live so i can visit her but something tells me to not do that . I have no choice but to ask her snoby bestfriend
- "hey , i was wondering if you knew where Stephanie lives ?" I asked her wishing she didn't noticed that i really didn't want to talk to her
- "I do , why ? "She answers me like the bitch that she is but Im trying to not loose my shit cause i really need her help but an angel talks
- " Do you want to visit her ? Cause Iam going after school you can come with me if you want it's near school "
- "yes I would lo..." before I can finish what I have to say the snobby talks
- "Yeah I'm going too " she says as if he was talkig to her .
-" see you after shcool Taylor I'll be next to the main door " he says and smiles and leaves .
The two hours were loong because i was tired for some particular reason and they were finally over .
- " hey there " i say to them, they were already waiting next to the door and the snobby was so annoyed but I didn't care because i wanted to visit Stephanie and nothing will stop me now not even a spoiled little bitch
We started walking and talking this Marcus guy is really funny and interesting we talked the whole way i didn't feel the time until we arrived in front of this house with this beautiful garden my first thought was damn what a beautiful house she must be rich , we knocked and she oppened the door , she was surprised to see me but wanted to be polite or didn't care anyway she just said hi and lat us in . The house is beautiful , my favourite teacher knows how to take care of her house that was my first thought once in the house everything is just so beautiful , we sat in the living room she looked so pale and her hair was messy but beautiful, she was sad or just sick anyway she put some chips and soda on the table , they didnt want to eat but i was hungry I ate and the bitch didn't keep her self from commenting . Stephanie played some guitar and sang a bit . Im not exaggerating or anything but she has the best voice i have ever heard ,and suddenly everything was good she was feeling much better,she didn't need to say it but this visit made her feel better much better her eyes were glowing . They didnt feel it but I did the fact that she started to get tired and we had to let her rest so I looked at Marcus and he understood me and she walked us to the door we said goodbye and left . She is still mysterious to me but at least I have a new information today her beautiful talent .
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