The Weak Willed Girl

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"Whiny little bitch. If it was due to earlier, it was a few hours ago. Just fucking accept your size." Tsubaki muttered. Cecil looks at Maki's handgun. He really felt like shooting the priestess now. All she can do is smirk a bit. She's got some ideas.

"Why focus on me when you can focus on making your sister happy? Do you not care?" she continues. "Ending your life would make her happy. Two birds with one stone." He grabs the gun.

"And what? Horrify her that you killed someone? How will Nevermind feel that you resorted to such extreme actions?"
"Given that you continue to torment our sister, I'm sure Sis will understand." He points the gun at her.
She grins behind her sleeve. "I'm only helping her. Don't you see? I want her to see how reality is." His finger was now on the trigger. "You're one to talk. With how you spend all your time in that damned temple of yours."

"You think that's usually by choice? I sometimes have no choice but to stay there. Besides, the sooner she sees the world,  the stronger she'll be."

"Enough, Kasugano! Shizu has been through enough in her life. She doesn't need some blind bitch to cause even more problems!" he said, raising his voice. "I know she's been through a lot. I can...see she has. I just want to strengthen her through these onslaughts to make her move on."

"You...Komaeda....you think you're helping her, but all you're doing is causing her more strife! Now lay off her, or I will shoot." His face had anger written all over it. "Alara....do you want to see her continue to live in guilt and sin? Or do you want her to move on and finally bring out a genuine smile?"

"I want her to be happy! Now shut up, already!" Cecil yells, causing the room to fall silent for a brief moment.

"Hrmph. Happiness. So you don't want her to evolve in life. You don't want her to truly achieve happiness by fighting back from her sins, from her pain, from all the misery she caused herself. I attack her constantly to try to toughen her up. To attempt to make her stop caring about her flaws. To make her embrace her flaws. If she accepted the kind of person that she is, and in this case, she's a tiny girl, maybe she'll stop being so self-conscious about herself." the priestess said, causing the man to widen his eyes,

"What would make her truly happy? What would make her finally be a stronger person and accept her sins, accept her flaws and appearance?" She asks.

"Do you realize how fucked up that sounds?" Cecil said, snapping.

"You give her crap to 'help' her? So she'll grow and embrace her flaws? I've been doing all I can to not only keep her happy, but also accept what she's done, and it's been done without having to attack her like you have, Kasugano. Little Sis knows just what she's done and I've seen how the guilt's affected her." he adds.

"Then answer me this one. I know what your other adoptive sister, Nevermind has done. She has done much worse than Himura....and yet how is Nevermind able to move on well while Himura has been struggling with her own guilt? Struggling with everything? What is Himura missing? In fact, I know your past and what you did to your brother. Explain what you also have that she is missing. What is Shizu Himura missing in her life to get fully over her guilt? Or at least not letting it consume her mind?" she asked, crossing her arms.

"I wouldn't know. And...move on...?" he replies, letting out a small chuckle.

"We still feel guilty about our past actions. It's just something we've learned to live with." His finger was now off the trigger, lowering the gun to his side.

Tsubaki only grins.

"Do you want to know the answer, Alara? Both you and Nevermind have a strong heart. You two, from what I've seen have been able to push away negative thoughts and don't let others cloud her mind. Himura on the other hand, is listening to my words and freaking out, and if a while back was the truth, that Komaeda person told her to kill herself and revert into despair." she said.

"Her heart is weak. Her mind is weak. She is a weak willed girl. She is able to break just by mere words. She's extremely fragile despite her claims of wanting to be strong and happy." she said, words echoing through his mind.

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