-Your My Kinda Perfect- -Mithross One Shots-

-Who You Are-

!!Suicidal thoughts!!
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I stare at my reflection in the mirror.
I hate my self...
Why am I doing this to myself?
I don't know why I do this to myself...
Losing my mind on a tiny error.
I lose my mind why I see something not perfect about me and I always have to fix it but sometimes I can't...
I nearly left the real me on the self...
I'm not myself and I know that...
No, no, no, no, no...
No, no, no, no, no...
Don't lose who you are in the blur of the stars!
My friend always tells me to stop and don't think about the wrong things, says I'm 'perfect' yea, right...
Seeing is deceiving,
Dreaming is believing...
I don't believe anything when someone tells me I'm perfect the way I am IM NOT OK?!
It's ok not to be ok...
My friend tells me it's ok not to be ok...
I just yell back that I'm not ok with who I am I never answer back when they tell me it's ok... cause I never believe them...
Sometimes it's hard...
Its hard I can admit...
To follow your heart...
But I NEVER follow my heart...
Tears don't mean your losing, everybody's bruising...
I cry every night and every day cause I think I'm losing every single battle... I feel like I'm the one losing and no body else...
Just be true to who you are...
I woke up one morning when I heard a knock on the door it was a guy and he offered to play me a song... I let him... I've never felt this way ever he made me feel like a was worth it
Don't lose who you are!
In the blur of the stars!
Seeing is deceiving,
Dreaming is believing...
It's ok not to be ok...
I was in tears from this...
Sometimes it's hard... to follow your heart!
But tears don't mean your losing,
Everybody's bruising...
There's nothing wrong with
Who you are!
He smiled then I started to cry...         
yes, no's, egos, fake shows, like WHOA!
Just go, and leave me alone!
Real talk, real life, good love, goodnight,
With a smile, that's my home
That's my home, no...
No, no, no, no
Don't lose who your are
In the blur of the stars
Seeing is deceiving
Dreaming is believing
It's okay not to be okay
Ive always wanted to end it all but now that this guy has come and done this I just wanna live I wanna keep going...
with him
Sometimes it's hard to follow your heart
Tears don't mean your losing
Everybody's bruising
Just be true to
—Who You Are—
"Thank you Max..."
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I haven't been on here in forever
I'm really sorry guys!!!