I hate every fiber of my being.
I destroy everything I care about without even meaning to.
I didn't just lose them I lost myself in the process and I'm not sure how I'll recover but
Well.
I don't know if I will.
I probably won't sleep tonight because I'll hope that maybe if I stay awake every second then he'll text me and tell me he forgives me for all the destruction that I've made.
I love him so much and I don't know how to function without him.
I sound stupid and hopefully In a few years I will look back at this and realize that it was.
I'm so stupid.
I have no friends.
And my family is yelling again.
I have nothing.
I've got myself but we'll see how much longer that will last.
All I feel is pain.
Someone help.
Love you guys
Goodnight.
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Savior||Carl Grimes
Fanfictionsav·ior ˈsāvyər/ noun a person who saves someone or something (especially a country or cause) from danger, and who is regarded with the veneration of a religious figure. - "I think we were meant to be but we did it wrong."
