Great, another morning. Once again I have to open my eyes to see the torturous world I live in.. I actually hate sleeping as I never want to wake up especially not today. Today was the 1st of November. The worst month of the year! Although the others are almost just as terrible. But November has always been a hard time for me and there is reasons for that but not yet to be revealed.
I went in to the shower and looked down at my self.. I looked like I had been in a fight with a tiger on steroids. You could see no skin on my arms or thighs, stomach and hips pretty hidden in "battle wounds" I felt ashamed of the animal I have become. I felt numb just standing there. I didn't want to move. I didn't want to continue, as if everything was okay. Yeah, "I'm fine" but I'm really not. I'm broken, torn! I hate myself. I hate this! I don't deserve this nightmare I've done nothing wrong! Why me!?
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"Alex hoodie off!!"
I took of my hoodie while giving the teacher a dirty look.
"Alex?!"
Great Emily saw my arms. This is gonna end well...
"It's nothing.. it's not new"
"Not new?!"
"I I I I mean it wasn't me"
"What?! "
"EMILY, ALEX!! BE QUIET!!"
The bell went and I ran out off the classroom. It was now lunch time but I didn't want food. I wanted to die.
"Alex! Wait, what's wrong?"
"Please ignore what you saw okay?"
I continued walking and went and hid behind the fence. She's my best friend but I can't even tell her she doesn't understand.. she won't understand..
HANG YOURSELF WITH YOUR TIE
CUT
KILL YOUR SELF
SHE HATES YOU NOW
Ughhhhh! Leave me alone!!!!
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YOU ARE READING
Even though I'm on my own, I know I'm not alone..
Non-FictionThis is an original story. It's not really a Fan Fiction, Just a little book I decided to write. There will be trigger warnings.(Depression, self harm, suicidal thoughts/tendencies, Schizophrenia ect) This is about a young teenaged girl who is suff...
