Lifeless (lashton: completed)

chapter nineteen.

The wheels of the plane screeched to a stop. An unsettling sound to some, but the two boys could finally breathe again knowing they landed safely. Together, they waited for every last passenger to depart the plane, since Ashton insisted on making sure his anxiety stricken boy was content. Even if it felt like eternity, Ashton didn't mind waiting until the plane emptied, besides Luke was sleeping soundly even after endless commotion of crying babies and businessmen taking important calls. It was almost like a priceless painting in a high end museum, but so much better. In that moment, Ashton realized how lucky he was to call such a beautiful boy his.

The moment didn't last for long until Luke was once again back in the dreaded chair, and the look on his face said it all. The eighteen hour flight made Luke regain the feeling of normality again. Even when Ashton had to fork feed him tasteless sushi or even adjust the blanket so it would cover his broad shoulders, he didn't mind one bit. For the first time in his life, he felt like every boyfriend should feel, he felt loved and he sure did show it. As the lights dimmed, Ashton laid his head on Luke's shoulder. Luke used all his force and strength to lean his head to the left and plant a gentle kiss on Ashton's cheek. In a normal relationship, the significant other would think very little of such a small gesture, but this relationship was more than normal. It was extraordinary, it was the definition of true love at its finest.
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After departing, the two set off to find the van they ordered in advance. "Ashton Irwin, you look like you're struggling with all that luggage. Would you like a hand?" Luke spoke slyly in his usual tone. Ashton couldn't help but let out a giggle. He soon learned sarcastic Luke was a happy Luke. And at the end of the day, that's all that mattered to Ashton. The duo checked into their hotel without a hitch, and soon arrived to their breathtaking "honeymoon" suite. Luke navigated around the room with ease, everything was accessible. The little things meant the most to Luke, from the low sinks to the automatic doors. He always took the little tasks to advantage, but now it's considered a successful day if he can turn off his iPad without any assistance. But the little things no longer worried him, embarrassment no longer filled him, his feelings started to become numb just like his body. Along with most things, luke kept to himself. But the one thought never escapes his brain. Ashton didn't know it yet, but Luke was going to-
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"Luke? Are you alright?" While unpacking the clothes, he saw him glaring out the window blankly. He proceeded to turn his chair around, a smile immediately painting his face. "Yes, Ashton Irwin I am perfectly fine. Just admiring the view." He winked as he pointed his eyes in the direction of Ashton's exposed chest. After Luke's antics calmed down, the two decided to enjoy the crystal clear pool. And after a lot of persuasion (and some bribing) Luke gave in. "Do I have to take off my shirt." Luke groaned while Ashton slipped his arm out of the shirt hole. Ashton only nodded, and gazed at his boyfriends beautiful chest. Now, he obviously wasn't buff. But he wasn't chubby either, he was just right. Just how Ashton liked it. He started regaining appetite, things were looking up. The number six no longer meant days until the love of his life left earth to Ashton. It meant nothing, Ashton knew Luke had changed his mind. He was sure of it. Why else would Luke be smiling and having fun? Unless...
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"Get over here, silly!" Ashton's contagious giggle escaped his lips. Luke laughed softly as his head rested against the soft pool ring. Not even ten minutes of relaxation went by before Luke started getting glares. Some glares were pure confusion, others were full of disgust. Luke felt the pairs of eyes focused on him multiplying, and so did Ashton. Protecting him at every cost, Ashton decided to confront the ignorant tourists. "May I help you? Because I don't understand why my boyfriend is the main attraction to you. What is there to see? Yes, he's paralyzed. Yes, he needs assistance but seriously? Is he any LESS OF A HUMAN?" And with that, the heard of nosy bystanders slowly disbanded. Luke wasn't disgusted, or even phased by the event that just occurred. Instead, he couldn't help but admire Ashton. The once quiet, broken fragile boy now was an outgoing, strong one. Luke couldn't help but to love the boy even more than he did before, if loving someone that much was even possible.

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The night came creeping upon the lovers in the blink of an eye. Soon enough, the couple found themselves dressing into their sleepwear. Ashton began to blow dry both his and Luke's hair, the silence that filled the vast bathroom was more than comfortable. Luke's smile slowly turned into a worried frown. Ashton noticed right away and attempted to cheer him up. "Babe? What's wrong?" He stopped the hairdryer to hear Luke's reply. "Luke?" he repeated after an unsettling silence. "It's been a long day. Let's just call it a night." Luke made his way over to the bed silently. The positive thoughts started racing again, but were soon hushed by the evil reoccurring ones. He didn't know what to do, or even what to believe at that matter. He was breaking down and no one could help him. Even a painted on smile couldn't cover up the pain he felt inside every waking moment. The thoughts he tried to cancel out soon overpowered his brain. Every new breath became a gasp for air. Luke had no idea what was going on, or why. All he knew is that his time on Earth was limited, whether Ashton liked it or not.
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