Seasons

Chapter 13

Sometimes the most normal basic people are the craziest.
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We didn't kiss.
We didn't touch.
We sat across from each other leaning against the two walls.

He gave me a small smile.
"Looks like you broke me."

I smiled back.

"You made me remember him."I spoke softly.

"I'm sorry!I just-I don't know what you've been through.Im new to this caring for people thing.I was never cared for."

He grabbed my hand.

"But im good at other stuff."he said kissing my hand.

"Like playing the guitar."I said.

He nodded and moved a little closer.

"And?"

I looked at him confused.

"And?"

"Taking girl's heart.Taking It as my own and being so damn possessive of it that it drives them absolutely mad."

I wanted mad.

"I want you to take my heart."I blurted out.

I need to forget about Cody.He needs to be gone from my mind.....before I do something I'll regret."

Jeremy dropped my hand.

"No."

"Why not?"I said angrily.

"I'll be a rebound."Jeremy said.

"And I would hate  to be second to your heart."he whispered.

He lowers his head and placed it on top of my leg.

My cheeks reddened.

The rain suddenly stopped.

"Jeremy I-"

He was asleep on my leg.His mouth twitch every minute whispering something.

I couldn't help myself.

It was Jeremy's fault after all.

He didn't kiss me.

I placed my lips on his for a few minutes before leaning against the wall with a sigh.

They were soft.

They were so freaking soft.

And sweet.

My heart started to race.

Bad girl.

Bad.BadGirl.

Tears formed in my eyes.

"I'm sorry."I whispered to him.

I placed my lips back on his again and again.

I needed someone.

I needed the one.

I needed-

"Lexi?"

I froze and looked at Jeremy.He was still asleep.I lifted my head and saw Gerald staring at me with wide eyes.