Yes, Sir || B.J.A.

-thirty-

It felt like we were laying in my bed for hours but it couldn't have been that long. I found myself dozing off but the sound of Billie Joe's stomach growling woke me up.

I couldn't help but laugh, making Billie scowl playfully at me. 

"Hungry, babe?" I asked, smirking slightly at him. 

He rolled his eyes playfully at me. "What can I say? You're quite the workout." he smirked. I gasped and smacked his chest, making him laugh at my reaction.

"You're lucky that I like you so much." I sighed.

"Just like?" he asked.

"Sorry, love. You're lucky I love you." I smiled, making him let out a sigh. Did he really doubt me? Doubt our relationship? That made me feel uneasy. 

I mean, we both have given up a lot just to prove to each other that we like each other. We've even said we love each other. Is that not enough for him? 

I couldn't help but start to question the situation I was in. Were we meant to actually last?

I had never seen a perfect marriage before. My mother split a few months after I was born and judging by the way my dad treated the string of women he paraded in my younger years; I kind of understand why.

But why the hell did she leave me? Did she not love me either? 

That's a funny concept really. Love. I don't even know what it is but here I am throwing the word around Billie Joe like it's nothing.

"You okay?" he asked, tucking a loose hair of mine behind my ear, startling me from my miserable thoughts.

I nodded, forcing a small smile which caused him to look at me funny. "You sure?" he asked again.

"Are you always gonna doubt everything about me?" I asked bluntly, making his eyes widen. It took me a moment to realize what I had said.

"S-sorry. I uh. Uhm. Pizza?" I tried to change the subject. I got up from my bed, threw on Billie's shirt, my panties, and headed out to the kitchen to find my phone. 

Billie had followed me out into the kitchen. He had put his boxers on and it took everything in me not to look up from my phone. 

He put my phone down and lifted my face up by gripping it in his hands. I went to say something but he shut me up instantly by kissing me. 

He pulled away leaving me shocked. "I'm sorry for whatever I did that upset you." he sighed against my lips, making me giggle slightly. 

"It's okay, I'm just stubborn I guess. You do know I love you, right?" I asked. 

"I do, you prove it to me all the time even though you don't have to. I just always have self-doubt. I've been that way forever. I'm sorry." he sighed, making me smile slightly.

"I think we may be too much alike" I said making him laugh. I had made him smile. Good job Melina.

I ended up ordering us a pizza, deep fried pickles, garlic bread, and soda. You could say we worked up an appetite. 

Oh god, Billie's perverted mind was starting to take its toll on me. 

Speaking of the devil, he was currently in the "living room" of my small ass apartment and was scrolling through my Netflix to find something for us to watch. 

"Find something yet?" I asked making him laugh.

"Okay; Texas Chainsaw Massacre or My Bloody Valentine?" he asked, staring at me intently. 

"We talking about the originals or the shitty remakes?" I asked as I walked over to the couch he was sitting on. 

"Originals." he replied.

"Chainsaw massacre then, no question" I smiled.

"Oh my god I love you." he said as he pulled me down onto his lap, I couldn't help but laugh. He put the movie on and we sat cuddled on my couch. 

As the movie went on, Billie and I had an argument about who could survive the longest in a horror film. 

"It would totally be me!" he exclaimed. 

"No it would not! I've seen so many movies, I know what I'm doing." I retorted.

"Yeah but you're not a virgin. Girls who aren't virgins die instantly. Duh." he replied.

"Well so do gay guys" I smirked at him.

"Okay that was just unnecessary" he rolled his eyes making me laugh. He tried to keep a stern face but he couldn't help but laugh.

It's little moments like this that put me at ease when it comes to Billie Joe. I still feel uneasy from time to time but I think that's just who I am as a person. 

Suddenly, Billie Joe planted his lips on mine making me gasp. He gained access to my mouth and his tongue tangled with mine for a bit. When he pulled away, he smiled slightly. "You looked like you were overthinking something." 

I giggled slightly. "Thanks for that." I pecked him on the lips one more time and as if on cue, my doorbell rang. I got up to answer the door.

I pulled the door open and wanted to curl up in a ball and die instantly. 

"Hey that'll be- Melina??" 

I let out an uneasy laugh. "Hey Seb." 

. . .

A/N: Well hey there.

Cliffhanger? Cliffhanger. 

Sorry about the slow update guys, school has been non-stop and I haven't had much inspiration. I hope you babes liked this chapter!! 

I don't know when the next update will be and I'm sorry about that but ya girl needs an education and is trying to be more social with the outside world. This may or may not be cause there is a guy in my program that I am crushing on. Kill me lmao.

Anyway, I hope you all have a great day/night/week/life!

Rage & Love ~